What's on ur mind and what abt mine?

Last year, which was like 2 weeks ago, i was thinking of a new year's resolution for myself. But then i thought again, how many have i actually achieved over my living years and i did my math, it was like < 10% of what i envisioned myself doing. Pretty decent percentage eh?

And then i was thinking, what abt u? What abt my acquaintance, my colleagues, my i know u but u dont know me or vice versa people, my frens, had in mind for the new year. But then again i bet with myself a bet that not winning would be as likely as a whale hatching from an egg, that more or less u people out there would not achieve what u have set for urself this year! So for god knows why, are u making a new year's resolution for the sake of making one lol. But be glad u werent alone :D *group hug*

Irony the case here, is parallel to the irony of life. Say me for example, i know that my character has alot of defiencies, i am soft, accepting, no guts, small balled, and very chin chai type. But then being in an accounting field, we cannot be wishy washy, for it is the stakeholder's interest that ee have to care abt!

But then again, i value relationships above other things so sometimes even if we know that things are suppose to be done the this way, we still try to compromise. And when people needs help, u feel the duty of helping as they are ur frens.

My colleagues ever said to me that i have no boundaries, i dont have any classification of frens who i am willing to go all out to help, but as long as they are my fren, i feel obliged to help.

So the irony of my life here is that is it good or is it bad to value ur feelings, ur relationships above other material gains? Sometimes i ask myself if i should continue with my career but then again its not compatible with my personality to be someone sitting up there, being firm and assertive to make decisions and giving out instructions, making sure things are done in the right way. No, i'm not a dictator but rather a follower, a 'blend-in' character.

If u let me choose a role in ur life, i'd wanna be the nice guy who've seem to helped u before but leaving no impression. Its like the guy with unrequitted love in chic flicks.

Well, done for the night. That was in my mind and what abt the u with so many resolutions for 2013?hat abt mine?

Last year, which was like 2 weeks ago, i was thinking of a new year's resolution for myself. But then i thought again, how many have i actually achieved over my living years and i did my math, it was like < 10% of what i envisioned myself doing. Pretty decent percentage eh?

And then i was thinking, what abt u? What abt my acquaintance, my colleagues, my i know u but u dont know me or vice versa people, my frens, had in mind for the new year. But then again i bet with myself a bet that not winning would be as likely as a whale hatching from an egg, that more or less u people out there would not achieve what u have set for urself this year! So for god knows why, are u making a new year's resolution for the sake of making one lol. But be glad u werent alone :D *group hug*

Irony the case here, is parallel to the irony of life. Say me for example, i know that my character has alot of defiencies, i am soft, accepting, no guts, small balled, and very chin chai type. But then being in an accounting field, we cannot be wishy washy, for it is the stakeholder's interest that ee have to care abt!

But then again, i value relationships above other things so sometimes even if we know that things are suppose to be done the this way, we still try to compromise. And when people needs help, u feel the duty of helping as they are ur frens.

My colleagues ever said to me that i have no boundaries, i dont have any classification of frens who i am willing to go all out to help, but as long as they are my fren, i feel obliged to help.

So the irony of my life here is that is it good or is it bad to value ur feelings, ur relationships above other material gains? Sometimes i ask myself if i should continue with my career but then again its not compatible with my personality to be someone sitting up there, being firm and assertive to make decisions and giving out instructions, making sure things are done in the right way. No, i'm not a dictator but rather a follower, a 'blend-in' character.

If u let me choose a role in ur life, i'd wanna be the nice guy who've seem to helped u before but leaving no impression. Its like the guy with unrequitted love in chic flicks.

Well, done for the night. That was in my mind and what abt the u with so many resolutions for 2013?

Everybody's changing and i.....

Hellllooo bitches! And wed was an awesome day and i can easily say its one of the better day of the year. And its already nearing the end of the year with so many things happened and gone. Some still remain and some have already been forgotten.

But do u still remb at the same time last year u set goals for urself? U set ur new year's resolution thinking imma do th

is, imma do that. But let me ask u a question? - Did u? Funny isnt it? Then let us go back a little further back to the old days where u told ur parents and ur gf u will nv ever smoke, drink or gamble, and what now?

I'm not talking abt broken promises or whatsoever coz promises are always broken. But think abt it, are u still the same as the person u are one year earlier? Are u better now or u could have been better if u remained the same?

Think of this guy, he was very humble. He got good grades, did law and then came this opportunity for him to join the parliament. Then came a lady who was mesmerised by his charm and tried to seduce him. However he was always faithful to his wife but due to the constant exposure, he gave in to desire. (I'm not saying mr palmer is a nice guy but it just happened recently, so in this context i think its appropriate)

And let's say for this kid. He was a hooligan, he join gang, take drugs but when his mother died, he was full of grief that he swore to his mom's grave that he'd turn over a new leaf. Look at him now he's the director for a non-profit organisation helping teenagers with behavioural problems.

And let's take a look at urself. U are pure, innocent and like a piece of paper. They more things u see, the more strokes are drawn on ur paper. The more people u interact with, the more colours are painted on u. And depending on the people u meet and the events that happen, u change.

So let's take a look at ur painting. Did it turn out to be the one u expect it to be? Or was it influenced by how other painting looks or how it should look to the audience? Why should we be the painting that makes people feel desirable? Why do we be the painting that looks safe and blend well with the others. Kinda sad right but in this time and day, we are often like that

And in the event of putting the strokes and the final brushes on ur painting, ask urself this question, "have i lost myself in the journey?"

Bad flow but heck

Sub par man

Hello all, another post within the day and gosh i have to take my hat off to myself. Its just 20hrs to the day and i watch tv and slacked for 2 hrs, tried to slp for 4, slpt for like 4hrs, play soccer for 2, worked for close to 9 hrs

I'd like to call myself sub par man and if u read it quick it sounds like superman! Lol damn the ache in my head z and with the slp i had, everything i do is sub par and i feel i'm sub-par!!

But the temptation of watching a game later is sooo great x.x

If only i'm super and i can slp for 4 and work for 24. But hey, i'm human afterall.

Rants @#£%%&* :DD i'm high

Realisation and Revelation

Hello all, there's a good news to share.... ITS THE END OF OUR EXAMS MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

Lol even though i havent do my best and i dont know if i can pass, i guess i deserve some merit for my effort put in. And thinking abt the things that needS to be done x.x gosh i rather not think abt it. I'm just asking for a deserved break which i dont see it coming soon...

Nonetheless, let's not be affected by the bad news (i know u are not affected but i am!) and move on with this post

I spent the bulk of my 3 weeks revising, studying and mugging. Its slp, work, study (+ slack here and there) then the cycle continue.. on and on and its one hellfa bit*h.. there's things i wanted to do but there's only 1 thing i need to do.. having revised my work for a long while, there were so many things i've learnt, perhaps my memory would fail me after a few months time but heck anw

But, there were 2 process that i went through during this period. First i went through the realisation process, where i read through the notes, and i wrote down the main points and i came to realise how it actually works out.. its like myself talking to myself "dude, i've got this shit" pretty sweet yo?

But when it came to the exam itself, i sit infront of the exam table, i flipped open the question, guess what? IT WAS A REVELATION!! (Cant get it? Google.)

So all in all i would just give u a tip on revising for ur exams. Just eat all the notes u have (literally) before u enter the exam hall. Once inside i bet u will suffer from indigestion and u will just vomit everything out (also literally) and tada, Joe's top revision tip

And lastly, if u wanna feel lucky, u can wear red undies and they look pretty sexy.

Vroom vroom crash...

*insert key* crank, crank *whole body moving* and we are good to go!

Hello, oh no not again? What's up with this shit? This is worst then my engine stalling lol.

Ok let's not think abt anything at the moment and focus on the ride. What a smooth ride this is, stepping on the accelerator and putting the gear to auto, oh so this is how we drive.

And sad to say, nowadays most

vehicles are automatic. Gone were the days where u see ur dad sitting up and staying alert, switching gears. Now, its just, auto accelerate, brake, hand brake lol. We just have to follow the crowd, do the same thing and we can get to our destination.

So perhaps u can join me for a ride where we see things in a different perspective. Imagine everyone's life is a ride. All of us are given a car, some are european, some asians and some are secondhanded. Maybe i would say there is the gold car silver car and the peasant cui car. The gold car is equipped with the state of the art technology, machiam the bat mobile and the peasant car is just a humble 4WD with the norms and a good stereo (music is life)

Then comes the journey where everyone will have to go through, and the races that each have to compete. Having a good car gives u the edge where u can outrun ur peers, however the vehicle itself plays a small part. U can have a good car, but if u suck at parking, then having how good of a car wont matter until the recent volkswagen launch (was it??)

So deep inside ur mind, there is also a mini race going on. The very participant in ur head is called the motivation, and to tie with the topic today, its other name is 'drive'! So whats makes u a better person is how much drive u have, how much something drives u to do and why it drives u to do it. I see my frens who work their asses off and mug everyday and i wonder if they caught my hat (u're pretty damn cool if u get it)

So be it what car u are driving, the route that everyone is taking is the same. U have to have the drive to get to greatness or just simply follow the traffic and avoiding accidents and get to a safe place.

So vroooom vrooom, what's ur drive? And if u agree, i can give u a ride if u know what i mean

You are not in my league

Hello!! It had been real long since I came here, and look what i've done!! I change the blogskin!! But I still prefer my old one coz it was customised to my liking... perhaps after typing this post i will change it back again LOL

Anyway, the title of this post brings back beautiful memories. Back to the time where I'd spend my weekends at world of JJ, then we'd be playing raw deal at the bicycle stand. Good times then and this card below

is like one of the most godlike card, it cost 9 fort, and u can easily get it in with an oversell, dirty, dirty, ego and league lol..

But drinking a cup of tie guan yin and reminiscing the old times is not what i'm gonna write abt today. Its abt the things u wanna do and the cap u wanna wear and the size of ur head.

First, let me reflect on my life. And certainly i think i'm pretty blessed with luck, but riding on luck always isnt a good thing. And now at this point of my life, there is something that i wish for so much that i dont mind using all my luck for the rest of my life to make it happen. But i can only blame that for my incompetence that led myself to such a predicament.

And like above, that was out of my league, i didnt have such a big head to wear such a big cap. And i feel kinda lousy for that happening but being the person i am, i doubt i will brood over it for long, perhaps after a good slp and i will not think abt it.

This suck man even though i have much to write, i guess i'm flat today and i will let the skin remain until i'm sick of it.

A little bit of monica in my life, a little bit of erika by by side

Foreword: This post contains material which are sexually explicit and might be deemed offensive, sexist... Pls throw away ur pride and take this post with a pinch of salt and a dash of pepper, TY

Hello people, here i am again, writing a long post. For those who have been stalking, yes i've got my camera alr and at a real bargain

!

Anyway as above, wouldnt life be wonderful if there are women in ur life? Note that its not woman (s) its women (pl) LOL.. But at the same time having one woman in ur life is alr too many :x

Hokay so i'd hereby lead u to my topic and its abt wants and needs. Be it a guy or a ger, when u see something u like, u want it! A new bag, u want it! A new pair of shoes, u want it! A new dress, a new gadget, a new lens, a new partne... ohhhh no no not that but yes sadly, life is filled with all these evil inventions

But that's not the main thing i wanna talk abt today. Today, imma talk abt the things u want to do, and the things u need to do. For us peasants, we need to work, eat, sleep and we want to play, chill, travel, but we only have got so much time.

For myself, i need to work, revise for my exams, i want to waste my time with my gf, read up on the taiwan trip, on photography, meet my frens, learn french, get replacement guitar strings and learn, my driving licence. All in 24hrs..

So now i'd reckon u think of life as a dick. In my case my life is filled with so many beauties like Miss Work (not the prettiest but the most attention seeking whore), Miss Guitar, Miss Football and so on and whenever u see them, ur raging testosterone will make ur blood pump and eventually u will have sex with one of them. But the problem is, u can only have sex with one of them at a time! Same goes for life where u have only enough time for one thing at a time, u can do a threesom.. i mean multi-task but the end result wouldnt be good or premature

To sum this up, like is still a dick and the more things u rub it with, the harder it gets and eventually when there are too many things, u'll lose interest, u'll lose ur direction and it becomes dysfunctional.

So let urself have a rest and prioritise ur task so u only have to do one at a time if u know what i mean