the one deadly sin

that is the most deadly..

every weekends is bookout, the last one, the one now and the next one.. luck certainly isnt by my side recently with my com spoilt, hp spoilt, living room tv also.. now my room no tv, moved out, no entertainment.. then just now went back to sch swim, wanted to buy chips.. then the packet stucked.. wanted to buy another, but no more coins.. nvm just that i'm unlucky

this week spent swimming, going to beach road to shop for stuffs and celebrating cw's bday.. a long day for me, but alot of unfinished business

last weekend i went to play soccer with mates, and it was a wrong decision, i can play with them every now and then, but the time i can spend with liz is really limited. but who can turn back time?

quite disappointed with alot of things, especially myself, not holding my things properly, not making sensible decisions and not doing enough.. being tired is not a reason, rather an excuse to get urself out of alot of things.. side track abit - while i'm typing here right now, the dl speed of this substitute com is 3kb per sec.. ahahaha

i miss alot of things, my com, songs, my bookmarks and the one i miss most is

lol if i were to do it abit earlier, i guess it would have been so much better but i did it nonetheless.. the future seems so unclear, but however unclear i still have to go on

i'm a navy personnel, just like a clerk, but i will not just be a clerk.. until i'm not a clerk, then will be the day, where my freedom will be like a bird released from its cage..

there are just 7 sins, guess the most deadly one, for me it may be that but for others it may not.. so just keep guessing

and i'm off

the longer u live, the more commitment u have.. before army, i was basically spending every weekend with liz and earlier, i was rotting with my frens and even earlier, it was the same.. there was once i just spend every weekend playing basketball

now, weekend is so precious, i only have 2 days, sometimes just one.. now i have liz, army frens, sec school frens and family to spend with.. really quite tired after such hectic schedule waking up at 5 every morning and slping at 12 every night.. weekends should be resting right?

and blady hell my com just spoilt and it certainly dampens my mood. soccer with mates this morning and reach home at ard 5.30.. was supposed to meet liz but just to tired to, with the flu coming in, i just feel like slping at home but she seldom have the time to go out also, but its already so late.. if u were me, will u go?

if only bk out was 3 days and more then i would have time to meet up with everyone i want to, get the rest that i deserve and fucking bring my com to repair

but i've got something else to bring up.. talking with doing anything, then what's the point of even bringing it up lol..

2 years before i can go back to that kind of life, spending my weekends with liz, talking with my sis every night, soccer every fri and eating the delicious meals my mama make

and pls, dont let it be that the hard disk is spoilt

what a small world

that day, when i overheard weijie talking with wee kiat, i found out he was from the same course as kj... then fri night on the way home, i found out choon lai was also from the same course

then mouse was talking to me just now, he say he same platoon as nantha, dan and alec.. that makes mouse, jy, jc, dan, alec and nantha from the same platoon

there's more to come, i guess

lol training has been usual, still quite relac but i doubt this will last long, coz the bmt guys are coming in already.. hai if i go tekong good sia, 2 more days then pop, can break for 2 weeks

so many things happen during my stay in army, especially the end of the transfer window.. berba to man u, swp and robinho to man city.. even my fm dont have this kind of transfer -.-

at what age?

in singapore, at what age do u think it's the right time to get married. for females i dont think there's a limit, but for guys?

wah if i can get married at ard 26 it'd be good, but how? maybe signing on is an option, but other than that i think need to strike 4D la.. u see u come out ns, already 21 liao [for jc people] then study 3 yrs, 24 liao come out work with very little savings, say earn 2.5k per month, after cpf, expenses and investments all these left 1.5k save for 2 years, is just 36k liddat, lol marry what then plus investments let's say 10k, u got 46k.. still not enough.. if is 2 person, u and ur partner each 46k still ok la..

前途一片渺茫

wah piang

just 10 days i nv use com, everything look so different, one manga now wanna read the chapter still need to click another time to proceed.. then the rollingstone every page got one advert then wan close also cannot close.. and the homepage for blogger also changed liao -.-

heard singapore got silver sia.. then today while cleaning the mass can watch tv.. saw li jiawei losing to the chinese woman.. semi i think?? i dunno.. i dont even know what's happening outside

life sucks in army, everything is so regimental. the hierarchy, respect it or u will end up getting fucked.. lol one of my fren confronted the pti coz he always kenna target, the pti also dont like him la coz of his attitude.. but the way he say damn funny la.. 'if u not happy with me just say la, dont like girl liddat' something like this.. u have to be there to feel it.. then after that we kenna fuck at the swimming pool.. a few times damn sian.. bt overall the training is still not bad.. at first quite tough la but now the drop punishment we also hiu lan liao. just do lor, give them half fuck also can, unless the instructor stand in front of u

then the seniors shared their experience with us, saying that csm nbh is a totally different person during hell week.. can laugh when he pump u sia... like saddist liddat :| then still got another one is tying up both ur hands and feet and u have to swim 10 laps then need bob down and up 15 times and do a forward and reverse turn lol sounds impossible

the day i called home and heard my mom's voice, i really teared.. and i can only say the most important woman in ur life is ur mom.. i dont miss home or whatever, maybe abit but that's like a reflex reaction

moving on is my bunk.. one of them came alone during enlistment then my sis saw him la, say he very ke lian come alone, later make frens with him la, then i jokingly said later i go di siao him laugh him say ahahah u come alone ar... then we went to this lect hall and he was sitting beside me, and coincidentally, he's my bunkmate.. very nice guy, cancerian also but not the wishy-washy type and the emo type.. every night talk cock with him one, think he's the one liao -.- then the other 2 are brian and bryan... the brian is a fucker, if he go star awards i'm sure he will get the best actor.. infront of instructor he sure do everything one. then when they not ard, dont think of asking him to do anything.. today i nearly snap but i think i'm too rash also, not enough slp, not in the right state of mind.. then the other bryan, first day i saw him, i dont like his face sia, coz of the hair lol, but after the shave, i think he's alright la, i dont talk much with him also but i think he can be no.2 -.-

overall its a good experience, knowing that there's things u can live with and things u cant live without. lying on the bed while watching tv, showering urself with warm water for 10, 15 mins, snacking every 2 hours, using the com everyday [maybe not coz i just use 1 hr now and i'm bored already], hmm maybe playing songs on ur winamp, wmp or itunes can be a luxury.. be glad with life, coz life can be even worse

will it be boring to write everything abt army? pls tag

T.T

my last day of freedom,
before i die of boredom
those great memories.....
have now became history

took a ride on dad's car,
didnt thought the journey would be so far
watching the silhouette of the camp approaching
counting the seconds that i would be reaching

[*]
welcome to hell, they said.
but what the hell i said
it'd be fun i told myself,
and they said it'd fun to fool urself

but wadeva, frens and family would be missed
and also my computer and television screen
my bed, my table, the grapes, the apple
my gf, my best fren, my soulmate, my lover

[chorus]
oh~~ there goes my hair
oh~~ i'm gonna be bbboooootak
oh~~ there goes my freedom
oh~~ tml's my enlistment

guitar solo -.-

repeat [*], [chorus] x 2, lol make until like song liddat
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my mum told me something so touching ytd, guess u guys have already experienced it or maybe awhile later

last day, and how i'm gonna spend it? no matter what it would be a good day nonetheless.

will be out in 2 weeks+ and guess this will be updated

dont miss me :x

the right way

it takes 2 hands to clap, that is what we always hear

imagine how world would be like if everyone have unlimited knowledge and understands everything, knowing how to adapt to changes, the way to react.. yea the way to react, last time read a book on presentation skills and u have to be skilled as a listener too!! :/

take for example, if u understand what its like being old, straining the physical limits of oneself. and u are sitting in a train and u see this old lady standing in front of u, u will definitely give ur seat to her

was talking with my sis last night and she told me abt this auntie, A who was like a mould of my mom, working at her workplace.. she was given very easy task as she doesnt know how things work.. then there's this auntie, B who was assign to do the stock taking in the pantry as well as cleaning the coffee machine.. but she didnt like it.. so B went b*tching with other aunties in the office and stating she doesnt like it.. so the aunties went to their superiors, asking them to re-assign A to do the stock taking.. haiz its hard to say it here mens.. but what i mean is, why not just f*cking suck ur thumb and accept the job that is allocated, and it would waste so much time teaching A to do the job, and its not like u are leaving anyways

but on the other hand, if everyone understands how everything works, then we would be competing with anyone u can see on the streets for our ricebowl lol

if everything goes the right way, would there be any conflicts, life would be pretty much expected and boring..

so what can we do in a society with so much politics?
stay home and be a couch potato, waiting for things to happen -.- no la its for u to figure out urself, coz i havent




anyways thx alot to ed, fio, hl, hz, ly and wil for making time to meet up last night :DDD, sacrificing their time for a man with huat days freedom left -.- now its se7en, and soon it'll be tml.........