f*cking hell

today had a bad day.. a really bad one

u need 10ml of solution and 18ml of another.. then u use pipette buoy.. then is take tissue culture one.. and use inside the etbr hood.. then take out the pipette buoy.. then people complain then kenna kb.. ok that is it.. i accept the fact that i didnt ask permission for taking the buoy but why people go woohaa over etbr.. i know its mutagenic but pls read up.. it can be absorbed through skin but very difficult.. and the concentration they test it on mice is way over of that we are exposed to.. maybe eating 1000 gels (or more) with etbr may achieve that kind of concentration and what's more is that the exact carcinngenic effects of etbr is NOT proven

anyway, after thinking abt it.. who in the right mind will use the buoy to suck up the solution and further more in the etbr hood? .. its much more convenient but seriously i now understand why someone will be pissed if he heard a student using his buoy inside an etbr hood which was meant for cell culturing

anyway a lesson learnt and that is, always ask for permission for using stuffs without taking concern of ur proj.. like in case of emergency, pls ask before using the fire extinguisher coz that's the standard procedure.. the latter is just joking so pls use it as if its free in case of fire

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why make it orange coz etbr is orange

still, there were some part of the day which was good

my sup gave me very a very encouraging speech after that coz she is not so stereotype (etbr) and that definitely make my day...

then after that went to orchard to shop for clothes with jc, kj man, qf and qz but in the end didnt get any coz 1) didnt catch my eyes, 2) too pricey and 3) dont have my size.. sian but nvm la coz i only will be going to my grandma house on the first day of new year.. wait after that then shop.. empty handed but at least i get to let out my steam

guilt, anger, sad - mixed emotions

still got something to write..

cancerian is just like a hermit crab.. in times of trouble, they'll hide back to their shell (remain silent) and its quite diff for them to open up (shy) coz they are in their shell half of the time.. fragile in nature, that's why they need their protective shell
PS: they will get better when they 面壁思过 by themselves for awhile

but one day they are bound to crawl out of their shell

super long post.. and thx for the patience to read till here