finally, my com is back.. and alot of things have happened during this period.. and on thurs, i was deemed unsuitable for the physical conditioning phase, and now i'm out of the diver's course.. lol really stucked as a navy personnel..

water confidence isnt something that u can gain overnight, not even in 3 months.. unless u really swim everyday.. thinking of which, i'm quite relieved that i dont need to do this.. there's more to that and certainly if u are not comfortable in the water, u will suffer

nvm abt that, wanted to write something for a long time but didnt had the chance.. which is respect.. people are treated or given respect by impression, some people just makes u wanna respect them, and some just dont make u feel they deserve to.. but after some time, most of the people from the first group will find it hard to maintain the level of respect they deserve, or rather do something that may make u lose respect to them.. some on the other hand, gives u a bad impression but their attitude and sincerity makes u feel they are actually nice people..

people are born with 'gifts', some just naturally have it, others undiscovered, so dont judge people by its cover..

anyway these 14 weeks of ptp and bmt has been very fun, including the hammering sessions and the people i've known.. a disappointment to be unable to carry on the training, but all the best ya.. they always say diver's bmt is tougher than other units, but i beg to differ, listeining to the stories from my frens, i think we are doing the same stuffs, or even much lesser.. maybe the 400 jumping jacks are worth mentioning lol

very disorganized, just lilke my com table :|