fluctuating direction

and sea soldier, that is what i'll become very soon, but after the course, sembawang camp will still be my home for the rest of my service..

this week have been weird, and was kinda 'high' and not being myself since tuesday.. part of it was due to the life of shoko, the woman in yakuza moon.. very nice book and recommended by half of the ooc cohort.. quite arousing, but in a sad way

nvm abt that, u know, i always like to bet everything in my life, and this time, i'm gonna bet something again.. and deciding it with a 5 cents coin, the same age, as i am.. so here it goes:

i'm not flipping the coin yet, leaving for the end of this post..

always been taking the back seat of the car on the journey to the end of my life.. all my decisions were based on intuition, feeling, nothing which i really wanted? (not true to a certain extent) when people ask me, where to go eat? i would usually say anything, go with the crowd or something liddat.. this time, i fired the chauffeur and decided to get my hands on the wheel, which feels kinda good.. maybe sometimes when i dont know which way to go, i will still let go of the wheel and let it steer to the direction it wants to -.-

anyway, the extraordinary power i'd like to possess is not longer to read minds, but in a similar way, which is the ability to manipulate electric pulses and let them run in ur veins, enabling me to read minds and doing other things in addition -.- whatever

feel like making a change to my blog but dont know how it'd be like, once it is done, i guess it'd be a complete change

tried to take a pic of the result of my coin, but the result was too blurr