my passion: ? what's urs?

life's been not so right for this few months, but who can i blame except for myself

anyway finally started duty and still unused to the cycle, 7 days of duty and 7 days of 8-5 damn sian.. and sometimes the failure to achieve something, like u've already done ur best and u are destined to reach ur goal but due to some complications, u arent allowed to..it sucks

anyway was talking to this nsmen abt stocks investment and he told me something, let's say u are an engineer, or maybe a scientist, u made this product, u convince urself that its the best in its range, however, the product was deemed 'unmarketable' by the salesman, and he refuse to sell ur product, and in the end u are a poor man..what i'm trying to say is that no matter how good u are as a scientist, the product u make may be awesome, but whether it sells still boils down to the demand of the masses

and this question have been bugging me for days.. what's my passion? i really dont know what i enjoy doing, like every book out i will spend my time with my frens, gf and at home and 80% of the time i'm rotting.. playing soccer is a gathering with my frens, dont enjoy singing, watching any shows (i'm serious, i havent finish watching any movies on my com) i can only watch them fully on tv and the big screen..it's like nothing interest me

its rather sad, isnt it?