my last day of freedom,
before i die of boredom
those great memories.....
have now became history
took a ride on dad's car,
didnt thought the journey would be so far
watching the silhouette of the camp approaching
counting the seconds that i would be reaching
[*]
welcome to hell, they said.
but what the hell i said
it'd be fun i told myself,
and they said it'd fun to fool urself
but wadeva, frens and family would be missed
and also my computer and television screen
my bed, my table, the grapes, the apple
my gf, my best fren, my soulmate, my lover
[chorus]
oh~~ there goes my hair
oh~~ i'm gonna be bbboooootak
oh~~ there goes my freedom
oh~~ tml's my enlistment
guitar solo -.-
repeat [*], [chorus] x 2, lol make until like song liddat
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my mum told me something so touching ytd, guess u guys have already experienced it or maybe awhile later
last day, and how i'm gonna spend it? no matter what it would be a good day nonetheless.
will be out in 2 weeks+ and guess this will be updated
dont miss me :x
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
the right way
it takes 2 hands to clap, that is what we always hear
imagine how world would be like if everyone have unlimited knowledge and understands everything, knowing how to adapt to changes, the way to react.. yea the way to react, last time read a book on presentation skills and u have to be skilled as a listener too!! :/
take for example, if u understand what its like being old, straining the physical limits of oneself. and u are sitting in a train and u see this old lady standing in front of u, u will definitely give ur seat to her
was talking with my sis last night and she told me abt this auntie, A who was like a mould of my mom, working at her workplace.. she was given very easy task as she doesnt know how things work.. then there's this auntie, B who was assign to do the stock taking in the pantry as well as cleaning the coffee machine.. but she didnt like it.. so B went b*tching with other aunties in the office and stating she doesnt like it.. so the aunties went to their superiors, asking them to re-assign A to do the stock taking.. haiz its hard to say it here mens.. but what i mean is, why not just f*cking suck ur thumb and accept the job that is allocated, and it would waste so much time teaching A to do the job, and its not like u are leaving anyways
but on the other hand, if everyone understands how everything works, then we would be competing with anyone u can see on the streets for our ricebowl lol
if everything goes the right way, would there be any conflicts, life would be pretty much expected and boring..
so what can we do in a society with so much politics?
stay home and be a couch potato, waiting for things to happen -.- no la its for u to figure out urself, coz i havent
anyways thx alot to ed, fio, hl, hz, ly and wil for making time to meet up last night :DDD, sacrificing their time for a man with huat days freedom left -.- now its se7en, and soon it'll be tml.........
imagine how world would be like if everyone have unlimited knowledge and understands everything, knowing how to adapt to changes, the way to react.. yea the way to react, last time read a book on presentation skills and u have to be skilled as a listener too!! :/
take for example, if u understand what its like being old, straining the physical limits of oneself. and u are sitting in a train and u see this old lady standing in front of u, u will definitely give ur seat to her
was talking with my sis last night and she told me abt this auntie, A who was like a mould of my mom, working at her workplace.. she was given very easy task as she doesnt know how things work.. then there's this auntie, B who was assign to do the stock taking in the pantry as well as cleaning the coffee machine.. but she didnt like it.. so B went b*tching with other aunties in the office and stating she doesnt like it.. so the aunties went to their superiors, asking them to re-assign A to do the stock taking.. haiz its hard to say it here mens.. but what i mean is, why not just f*cking suck ur thumb and accept the job that is allocated, and it would waste so much time teaching A to do the job, and its not like u are leaving anyways
but on the other hand, if everyone understands how everything works, then we would be competing with anyone u can see on the streets for our ricebowl lol
if everything goes the right way, would there be any conflicts, life would be pretty much expected and boring..
so what can we do in a society with so much politics?
stay home and be a couch potato, waiting for things to happen -.- no la its for u to figure out urself, coz i havent
anyways thx alot to ed, fio, hl, hz, ly and wil for making time to meet up last night :DDD, sacrificing their time for a man with huat days freedom left -.- now its se7en, and soon it'll be tml.........
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
and they lived happily ever after
a spider web and i'm caught in the middle
only 15 days of freedom left, and soon i'll fall into the evil clutches of the NS
dammit, i got time but i dont have time lols.
what is this man? haiyo
ahaha nvm
have u ever read fairy tales, where the hero only met the beauty once, they fell in love with each other, but mad witch keeps beauty in possession, hero saw, hero saves beauty, hero wins, and they lived happily ever after?
no nv read any, ok u can read here
have u ever wondered what happen later? does every story ends with happily ever after. i dont know if it would be like this, but i believe in it..
i got this image of me hugging my wife, with her carrying a baby and the elder child standing infront of us. all the faces are blurred except myself, even though i may not survive till then, but its something i want, maybe the woman may already be in my life, maybe i have not met her, or maybe its a guy : liddat i will consider being single then
where am i heading? what i wanna do in the future, i hope my application for bachalor in education would be a success next yr, since i cant proceed in the research field, i would empower the later generation to continue with it, even if i play a small part in it, at least i helped
worries makes a person strong, and the hunger for bigger things. take example of the szechuan eq, oh hell no not this again right ok i'll take another, hmm lets say ur mom is diagnose with a terminal illness, and there's no cure for it, would it make u feel that u got to find a way to treat the woman that have spent years of her life nurturing to what u are today?
not everyone is afraid of dying, maybe some are, and they are worried that they would not have enough time to do all they wanted, while some others cant wait for that day, probably because they will be freed from the worries? lols
and a question to post> will they live happily ever after?
Thursday, July 24, 2008
4.5
went to watch dark knight with ms eliz ytd
it was nice, very nice, the widely anticipated portray of the joker by heath ledger wasnt disappointing, to the extend that it wow-ed me..
i gave it 4.5 stars out of 5 because, after the introduction of the other villain, it was quite rush, and why cant somebody just shoot the joker and ya... end of story.. but i dont mind it was a 3 hr movie, with and extension on the introduction of the other villain
i wont disclose the identity just because..... watch it urself, its worth it
but there's one thing, which is at the beginning, where batman fought a group of bad guys, then there's one guy holding the gun, and batman easily bend it. i mean he may have the strength to bend la, but is the other guy so strong too, like a clamp liddat?
aaaaanyways, read abt the section of who wants to be a superheroes on 8 days, and it says it cost abt an amazing 333.3 million bucks, that's like 3.333 x 10^8 dollars in standard form to be like batman.. a 15 million mansion, a hundred k spy gear, 2 k wardrobe, 136 million it support, 497k or a million for a car, 39k for the bike, 181 million for a plane and 163k yearly for a butler
.
.
.
.
.
.
alot isnt it?
then u shld seriously consider being
where u just need urm, 1k for the suit and use ur own red undies?
why so serious?
it was nice, very nice, the widely anticipated portray of the joker by heath ledger wasnt disappointing, to the extend that it wow-ed me..
i gave it 4.5 stars out of 5 because, after the introduction of the other villain, it was quite rush, and why cant somebody just shoot the joker and ya... end of story.. but i dont mind it was a 3 hr movie, with and extension on the introduction of the other villain
i wont disclose the identity just because..... watch it urself, its worth it
but there's one thing, which is at the beginning, where batman fought a group of bad guys, then there's one guy holding the gun, and batman easily bend it. i mean he may have the strength to bend la, but is the other guy so strong too, like a clamp liddat?
aaaaanyways, read abt the section of who wants to be a superheroes on 8 days, and it says it cost abt an amazing 333.3 million bucks, that's like 3.333 x 10^8 dollars in standard form to be like batman.. a 15 million mansion, a hundred k spy gear, 2 k wardrobe, 136 million it support, 497k or a million for a car, 39k for the bike, 181 million for a plane and 163k yearly for a butler
.
.
.
.
.
.
alot isnt it?
then u shld seriously consider being
where u just need urm, 1k for the suit and use ur own red undies?
why so serious?
Saturday, July 19, 2008
the 111th
a million of thanks to miss elizee for making today or maybe ytd an unforgettable one
a not so simple yet simple bday celebration that made this great.. cake smashing was something i look forward to every year, and we did it again, presents, i dont really expect them... something that was so simple, like buying a cake and letting me cut it, was enough to make me happy. seriously i cant remember the last time i cut my own cake, since pri 3 liddat and sec 4 with my peeps
her effort and time placed into this occasion, the gifts, the late nights .. researching for the cakes to buy, spending her time shopping for the gift, the numerous hours she spent on the gift and the most heartwarming letter.. i read it five times already and it still makes me feel so touched
the cake :) abit too big for 2 but it's really nice
us after the cake smashing.. she damn fierce la, see my face so dirty T.T
my present ^^
the ribbon veh nice right, she tied it herself and what's inside?
taken these pics on a different day, the unveiling...
of winnie the pooh bear.. now u know why
love letter, the content wont be shower here bleah
and ta-daa, the wallet :o
dear, u are the best :D
memories overwrite memories, and it keeps getting better :)
a not so simple yet simple bday celebration that made this great.. cake smashing was something i look forward to every year, and we did it again, presents, i dont really expect them... something that was so simple, like buying a cake and letting me cut it, was enough to make me happy. seriously i cant remember the last time i cut my own cake, since pri 3 liddat and sec 4 with my peeps
her effort and time placed into this occasion, the gifts, the late nights .. researching for the cakes to buy, spending her time shopping for the gift, the numerous hours she spent on the gift and the most heartwarming letter.. i read it five times already and it still makes me feel so touched
the cake :) abit too big for 2 but it's really nice
us after the cake smashing.. she damn fierce la, see my face so dirty T.T
my present ^^
the ribbon veh nice right, she tied it herself and what's inside?
taken these pics on a different day, the unveiling...
of winnie the pooh bear.. now u know why
love letter, the content wont be shower here bleah
and ta-daa, the wallet :o
dear, u are the best :D
memories overwrite memories, and it keeps getting better :)
Thursday, July 17, 2008
self evaluation
the show on chnl 8. the 9pm one is quite nice, i mean today's episode, i find that the emotional aspects of the show is good, especially the pan ling ling story and the christopher lee wooing the ruan mian mian one..
nvm today read the personal reflection journal that i kept in the past, where i occasionally write down my thoughts.. fyi, i kept one during sec sch but i threw it away -.- dunno why and this book started at ard jun last year
reading back, this time, without any pushing (or psychoing) from my fren, i did what i wanted, and reading back, the energy level was at its maximum, but now the low self esteem devil has come back to haunt me, which is one thing i gotta get rid of
its like cartoons, where u have an angel and a devil appearing beside u and the devil will pull the shirt of the angel over the head, and knock it out lol
i'm not thinking too much, how do u define too much? i'm thinking alot, a very speculative person i would call myself.. not that i'd say of myself, but really i think my anticipation is not bad, if i was a player inside FM, my anticipation would easily hit 15 i guess?
i think of everything, maybe not everything, the worst things or i can call myself a pessimist :(
a pessimist to make it as a clown? no way, how can u 感染 ur audience when u are feeling down? living everyday happily? possible?
why do i feel sucky
nvm today read the personal reflection journal that i kept in the past, where i occasionally write down my thoughts.. fyi, i kept one during sec sch but i threw it away -.- dunno why and this book started at ard jun last year
reading back, this time, without any pushing (or psychoing) from my fren, i did what i wanted, and reading back, the energy level was at its maximum, but now the low self esteem devil has come back to haunt me, which is one thing i gotta get rid of
its like cartoons, where u have an angel and a devil appearing beside u and the devil will pull the shirt of the angel over the head, and knock it out lol
i'm not thinking too much, how do u define too much? i'm thinking alot, a very speculative person i would call myself.. not that i'd say of myself, but really i think my anticipation is not bad, if i was a player inside FM, my anticipation would easily hit 15 i guess?
i think of everything, maybe not everything, the worst things or i can call myself a pessimist :(
a pessimist to make it as a clown? no way, how can u 感染 ur audience when u are feeling down? living everyday happily? possible?
why do i feel sucky
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