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and that's a middle finger, dedicating it to the incredible saf

ok this might be confusing.. me, supposed to go sea soldier course, then go back to semb camp to become qm (quarter master) for the rest of the 2 years, one day duty, one day off and one day standby workshift, kinda cool and i'm going on march (for the course).. but in the end the manpower branch cock up and it turns out i have to go sea soldier course and say bye bye to semb, and the workshift is 7 days duty, 2 days off and 5 days standby, 4 days of rest every month wwwwwwwooooooooowwwwwwww! and worst thing is i only got to know ytd and the course starts on mon! which means i have to fu*king do my clearance today

cb fu*king hell ask me go back do clearance for all my stuffs during my leave, what's worst is almost half of the in charge(s) are also clearing leave.. woke up early, not getting enough slp, carrying the duffel bag ard like an idiot.. ccb then the documentation clerk isn't in sg so i asked the chief clerk to help me sign the clearance form (as i wont be going back to semb camp anymore) then nb that bitch told me she wont sign the form then i said, but i wont be coming back.. then she say u wait for the doc clerk to come back then ask him sign !@#$%^& which simply means i have to go down to semb camp again as a visitor just to get a signature.. cool

24 hrs, 8 hours slp, 6 hrs for this expedition, 10 hrs of my leave left ahahahhaa booooo saf boooo

just now i had the mindset, the next person that gets me pissed, he/she would probably get it.. but after thinking through for awhile, why get so frustrated over the matter, just wasting my energy

oh and one last thing, doing office work is really tough, especially in ns, so pls respect ur frens or anyone that are doing admin work, they really have limited resources, and they still need to get their work done... RESPECT, salute to my fren civilian qf woah

fluctuating direction

and sea soldier, that is what i'll become very soon, but after the course, sembawang camp will still be my home for the rest of my service..

this week have been weird, and was kinda 'high' and not being myself since tuesday.. part of it was due to the life of shoko, the woman in yakuza moon.. very nice book and recommended by half of the ooc cohort.. quite arousing, but in a sad way

nvm abt that, u know, i always like to bet everything in my life, and this time, i'm gonna bet something again.. and deciding it with a 5 cents coin, the same age, as i am.. so here it goes:

i'm not flipping the coin yet, leaving for the end of this post..

always been taking the back seat of the car on the journey to the end of my life.. all my decisions were based on intuition, feeling, nothing which i really wanted? (not true to a certain extent) when people ask me, where to go eat? i would usually say anything, go with the crowd or something liddat.. this time, i fired the chauffeur and decided to get my hands on the wheel, which feels kinda good.. maybe sometimes when i dont know which way to go, i will still let go of the wheel and let it steer to the direction it wants to -.-

anyway, the extraordinary power i'd like to possess is not longer to read minds, but in a similar way, which is the ability to manipulate electric pulses and let them run in ur veins, enabling me to read minds and doing other things in addition -.- whatever

feel like making a change to my blog but dont know how it'd be like, once it is done, i guess it'd be a complete change

tried to take a pic of the result of my coin, but the result was too blurr

people

having served ns for close to 4 months, i've already seen some of the most fucked up, selfish, proud people in my life.. quite an eye opening experience but we cant possibly change everyone to behave the way u like ya? oh and if u think u are the laziest person in the world, u will be shocked feel that u are the most hardworking one in the cohort, or maybe the more hardworking ones

went to visit my injured fren, his gf was there, and his parents reach after we went for awhile.. i didnt did any of the talking, just somebody wth a certificate of participation.. but i know they had been there everyday after a hard day of work, looking at their son recovering..

my gramps isnt in a good state either, and i wouldnt want my sis's missed calls appearing on my hp screen....



and yes, gray would be a nice colour of the mood right now

a horrific accident happened in camp this week, while we were playing bball.. a friendly game ended up a tragedy, with the prize of winning so meagre but the price to pay is way too much..

a hard knock on the mounting step of the pull up bar, on the cheeks, with exposed teeth and dislocated jaws and a pool of red.. a loud cry signals bad omen, a decision to play in the other court was a wrong one..

the scene keeps replaying, but why must it happen?

i wonder how his parents would feel, his gf and loved ones with us, being frens are already affected

an old song but quite nice leh

finally, my com is back.. and alot of things have happened during this period.. and on thurs, i was deemed unsuitable for the physical conditioning phase, and now i'm out of the diver's course.. lol really stucked as a navy personnel..

water confidence isnt something that u can gain overnight, not even in 3 months.. unless u really swim everyday.. thinking of which, i'm quite relieved that i dont need to do this.. there's more to that and certainly if u are not comfortable in the water, u will suffer

nvm abt that, wanted to write something for a long time but didnt had the chance.. which is respect.. people are treated or given respect by impression, some people just makes u wanna respect them, and some just dont make u feel they deserve to.. but after some time, most of the people from the first group will find it hard to maintain the level of respect they deserve, or rather do something that may make u lose respect to them.. some on the other hand, gives u a bad impression but their attitude and sincerity makes u feel they are actually nice people..

people are born with 'gifts', some just naturally have it, others undiscovered, so dont judge people by its cover..

anyway these 14 weeks of ptp and bmt has been very fun, including the hammering sessions and the people i've known.. a disappointment to be unable to carry on the training, but all the best ya.. they always say diver's bmt is tougher than other units, but i beg to differ, listeining to the stories from my frens, i think we are doing the same stuffs, or even much lesser.. maybe the 400 jumping jacks are worth mentioning lol

very disorganized, just lilke my com table :|

hi

long time since i blogged and i'm still here with my sis com.. haiz my com is already dead now and need to get a new one.. but unlikely there's any time

got many things on today; a farewell party for instructor benni, soccer with peeps and a bday celebration for wj's bday.. but i'm gonna miss them all.. thought i'd go and get the mobo with the processor and ram today, nvm next week then

training is tiring as usual, and the instructors have up-ed the level of training, carrying our full battle order ard during training, and yes including running to have our chow everyday, going to the pool, marching back to the cabin...

dont even feel like getting a decent com, coz i really got nothing to do when i get home, maybe playing some games and surfing the net would be good enough..

sometimes i wonder what a blog is for, when someone is talking abt their life, and people reading dont know the other party, what's the reason for reading? but it is fun though, writing down what u want others to know -.-

and happy 1 year old, mr. blog

the one deadly sin

that is the most deadly..

every weekends is bookout, the last one, the one now and the next one.. luck certainly isnt by my side recently with my com spoilt, hp spoilt, living room tv also.. now my room no tv, moved out, no entertainment.. then just now went back to sch swim, wanted to buy chips.. then the packet stucked.. wanted to buy another, but no more coins.. nvm just that i'm unlucky

this week spent swimming, going to beach road to shop for stuffs and celebrating cw's bday.. a long day for me, but alot of unfinished business

last weekend i went to play soccer with mates, and it was a wrong decision, i can play with them every now and then, but the time i can spend with liz is really limited. but who can turn back time?

quite disappointed with alot of things, especially myself, not holding my things properly, not making sensible decisions and not doing enough.. being tired is not a reason, rather an excuse to get urself out of alot of things.. side track abit - while i'm typing here right now, the dl speed of this substitute com is 3kb per sec.. ahahaha

i miss alot of things, my com, songs, my bookmarks and the one i miss most is

lol if i were to do it abit earlier, i guess it would have been so much better but i did it nonetheless.. the future seems so unclear, but however unclear i still have to go on

i'm a navy personnel, just like a clerk, but i will not just be a clerk.. until i'm not a clerk, then will be the day, where my freedom will be like a bird released from its cage..

there are just 7 sins, guess the most deadly one, for me it may be that but for others it may not.. so just keep guessing

and i'm off

the longer u live, the more commitment u have.. before army, i was basically spending every weekend with liz and earlier, i was rotting with my frens and even earlier, it was the same.. there was once i just spend every weekend playing basketball

now, weekend is so precious, i only have 2 days, sometimes just one.. now i have liz, army frens, sec school frens and family to spend with.. really quite tired after such hectic schedule waking up at 5 every morning and slping at 12 every night.. weekends should be resting right?

and blady hell my com just spoilt and it certainly dampens my mood. soccer with mates this morning and reach home at ard 5.30.. was supposed to meet liz but just to tired to, with the flu coming in, i just feel like slping at home but she seldom have the time to go out also, but its already so late.. if u were me, will u go?

if only bk out was 3 days and more then i would have time to meet up with everyone i want to, get the rest that i deserve and fucking bring my com to repair

but i've got something else to bring up.. talking with doing anything, then what's the point of even bringing it up lol..

2 years before i can go back to that kind of life, spending my weekends with liz, talking with my sis every night, soccer every fri and eating the delicious meals my mama make

and pls, dont let it be that the hard disk is spoilt

what a small world

that day, when i overheard weijie talking with wee kiat, i found out he was from the same course as kj... then fri night on the way home, i found out choon lai was also from the same course

then mouse was talking to me just now, he say he same platoon as nantha, dan and alec.. that makes mouse, jy, jc, dan, alec and nantha from the same platoon

there's more to come, i guess

lol training has been usual, still quite relac but i doubt this will last long, coz the bmt guys are coming in already.. hai if i go tekong good sia, 2 more days then pop, can break for 2 weeks

so many things happen during my stay in army, especially the end of the transfer window.. berba to man u, swp and robinho to man city.. even my fm dont have this kind of transfer -.-

at what age?

in singapore, at what age do u think it's the right time to get married. for females i dont think there's a limit, but for guys?

wah if i can get married at ard 26 it'd be good, but how? maybe signing on is an option, but other than that i think need to strike 4D la.. u see u come out ns, already 21 liao [for jc people] then study 3 yrs, 24 liao come out work with very little savings, say earn 2.5k per month, after cpf, expenses and investments all these left 1.5k save for 2 years, is just 36k liddat, lol marry what then plus investments let's say 10k, u got 46k.. still not enough.. if is 2 person, u and ur partner each 46k still ok la..

前途一片渺茫

wah piang

just 10 days i nv use com, everything look so different, one manga now wanna read the chapter still need to click another time to proceed.. then the rollingstone every page got one advert then wan close also cannot close.. and the homepage for blogger also changed liao -.-

heard singapore got silver sia.. then today while cleaning the mass can watch tv.. saw li jiawei losing to the chinese woman.. semi i think?? i dunno.. i dont even know what's happening outside

life sucks in army, everything is so regimental. the hierarchy, respect it or u will end up getting fucked.. lol one of my fren confronted the pti coz he always kenna target, the pti also dont like him la coz of his attitude.. but the way he say damn funny la.. 'if u not happy with me just say la, dont like girl liddat' something like this.. u have to be there to feel it.. then after that we kenna fuck at the swimming pool.. a few times damn sian.. bt overall the training is still not bad.. at first quite tough la but now the drop punishment we also hiu lan liao. just do lor, give them half fuck also can, unless the instructor stand in front of u

then the seniors shared their experience with us, saying that csm nbh is a totally different person during hell week.. can laugh when he pump u sia... like saddist liddat :| then still got another one is tying up both ur hands and feet and u have to swim 10 laps then need bob down and up 15 times and do a forward and reverse turn lol sounds impossible

the day i called home and heard my mom's voice, i really teared.. and i can only say the most important woman in ur life is ur mom.. i dont miss home or whatever, maybe abit but that's like a reflex reaction

moving on is my bunk.. one of them came alone during enlistment then my sis saw him la, say he very ke lian come alone, later make frens with him la, then i jokingly said later i go di siao him laugh him say ahahah u come alone ar... then we went to this lect hall and he was sitting beside me, and coincidentally, he's my bunkmate.. very nice guy, cancerian also but not the wishy-washy type and the emo type.. every night talk cock with him one, think he's the one liao -.- then the other 2 are brian and bryan... the brian is a fucker, if he go star awards i'm sure he will get the best actor.. infront of instructor he sure do everything one. then when they not ard, dont think of asking him to do anything.. today i nearly snap but i think i'm too rash also, not enough slp, not in the right state of mind.. then the other bryan, first day i saw him, i dont like his face sia, coz of the hair lol, but after the shave, i think he's alright la, i dont talk much with him also but i think he can be no.2 -.-

overall its a good experience, knowing that there's things u can live with and things u cant live without. lying on the bed while watching tv, showering urself with warm water for 10, 15 mins, snacking every 2 hours, using the com everyday [maybe not coz i just use 1 hr now and i'm bored already], hmm maybe playing songs on ur winamp, wmp or itunes can be a luxury.. be glad with life, coz life can be even worse

will it be boring to write everything abt army? pls tag

T.T

my last day of freedom,
before i die of boredom
those great memories.....
have now became history

took a ride on dad's car,
didnt thought the journey would be so far
watching the silhouette of the camp approaching
counting the seconds that i would be reaching

[*]
welcome to hell, they said.
but what the hell i said
it'd be fun i told myself,
and they said it'd fun to fool urself

but wadeva, frens and family would be missed
and also my computer and television screen
my bed, my table, the grapes, the apple
my gf, my best fren, my soulmate, my lover

[chorus]
oh~~ there goes my hair
oh~~ i'm gonna be bbboooootak
oh~~ there goes my freedom
oh~~ tml's my enlistment

guitar solo -.-

repeat [*], [chorus] x 2, lol make until like song liddat
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my mum told me something so touching ytd, guess u guys have already experienced it or maybe awhile later

last day, and how i'm gonna spend it? no matter what it would be a good day nonetheless.

will be out in 2 weeks+ and guess this will be updated

dont miss me :x

the right way

it takes 2 hands to clap, that is what we always hear

imagine how world would be like if everyone have unlimited knowledge and understands everything, knowing how to adapt to changes, the way to react.. yea the way to react, last time read a book on presentation skills and u have to be skilled as a listener too!! :/

take for example, if u understand what its like being old, straining the physical limits of oneself. and u are sitting in a train and u see this old lady standing in front of u, u will definitely give ur seat to her

was talking with my sis last night and she told me abt this auntie, A who was like a mould of my mom, working at her workplace.. she was given very easy task as she doesnt know how things work.. then there's this auntie, B who was assign to do the stock taking in the pantry as well as cleaning the coffee machine.. but she didnt like it.. so B went b*tching with other aunties in the office and stating she doesnt like it.. so the aunties went to their superiors, asking them to re-assign A to do the stock taking.. haiz its hard to say it here mens.. but what i mean is, why not just f*cking suck ur thumb and accept the job that is allocated, and it would waste so much time teaching A to do the job, and its not like u are leaving anyways

but on the other hand, if everyone understands how everything works, then we would be competing with anyone u can see on the streets for our ricebowl lol

if everything goes the right way, would there be any conflicts, life would be pretty much expected and boring..

so what can we do in a society with so much politics?
stay home and be a couch potato, waiting for things to happen -.- no la its for u to figure out urself, coz i havent




anyways thx alot to ed, fio, hl, hz, ly and wil for making time to meet up last night :DDD, sacrificing their time for a man with huat days freedom left -.- now its se7en, and soon it'll be tml.........

and they lived happily ever after

a spider web and i'm caught in the middle

only 15 days of freedom left, and soon i'll fall into the evil clutches of the NS

dammit, i got time but i dont have time lols.

what is this man? haiyo



ahaha nvm

have u ever read fairy tales, where the hero only met the beauty once, they fell in love with each other, but mad witch keeps beauty in possession, hero saw, hero saves beauty, hero wins, and they lived happily ever after?

no nv read any, ok u can read here

have u ever wondered what happen later? does every story ends with happily ever after. i dont know if it would be like this, but i believe in it..

i got this image of me hugging my wife, with her carrying a baby and the elder child standing infront of us. all the faces are blurred except myself, even though i may not survive till then, but its something i want, maybe the woman may already be in my life, maybe i have not met her, or maybe its a guy : liddat i will consider being single then

where am i heading? what i wanna do in the future, i hope my application for bachalor in education would be a success next yr, since i cant proceed in the research field, i would empower the later generation to continue with it, even if i play a small part in it, at least i helped

worries makes a person strong, and the hunger for bigger things. take example of the szechuan eq, oh hell no not this again right ok i'll take another, hmm lets say ur mom is diagnose with a terminal illness, and there's no cure for it, would it make u feel that u got to find a way to treat the woman that have spent years of her life nurturing to what u are today?

not everyone is afraid of dying, maybe some are, and they are worried that they would not have enough time to do all they wanted, while some others cant wait for that day, probably because they will be freed from the worries? lols

and a question to post> will they live happily ever after?

4.5

went to watch dark knight with ms eliz ytd

it was nice, very nice, the widely anticipated portray of the joker by heath ledger wasnt disappointing, to the extend that it wow-ed me..

i gave it 4.5 stars out of 5 because, after the introduction of the other villain, it was quite rush, and why cant somebody just shoot the joker and ya... end of story.. but i dont mind it was a 3 hr movie, with and extension on the introduction of the other villain

i wont disclose the identity just because..... watch it urself, its worth it

but there's one thing, which is at the beginning, where batman fought a group of bad guys, then there's one guy holding the gun, and batman easily bend it. i mean he may have the strength to bend la, but is the other guy so strong too, like a clamp liddat?

aaaaanyways, read abt the section of who wants to be a superheroes on 8 days, and it says it cost abt an amazing 333.3 million bucks, that's like 3.333 x 10^8 dollars in standard form to be like batman.. a 15 million mansion, a hundred k spy gear, 2 k wardrobe, 136 million it support, 497k or a million for a car, 39k for the bike, 181 million for a plane and 163k yearly for a butler

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alot isnt it?







then u shld seriously consider being


where u just need urm, 1k for the suit and use ur own red undies?

why so serious?

the 111th

a million of thanks to miss elizee for making today or maybe ytd an unforgettable one

a not so simple yet simple bday celebration that made this great.. cake smashing was something i look forward to every year, and we did it again, presents, i dont really expect them... something that was so simple, like buying a cake and letting me cut it, was enough to make me happy. seriously i cant remember the last time i cut my own cake, since pri 3 liddat and sec 4 with my peeps

her effort and time placed into this occasion, the gifts, the late nights .. researching for the cakes to buy, spending her time shopping for the gift, the numerous hours she spent on the gift and the most heartwarming letter.. i read it five times already and it still makes me feel so touched

the cake :) abit too big for 2 but it's really nice


us after the cake smashing.. she damn fierce la, see my face so dirty T.T


my present ^^

the ribbon veh nice right, she tied it herself and what's inside?


taken these pics on a different day, the unveiling...


of winnie the pooh bear.. now u know why


love letter, the content wont be shower here bleah


and ta-daa, the wallet :o


dear, u are the best :D

memories overwrite memories, and it keeps getting better :)

self evaluation

the show on chnl 8. the 9pm one is quite nice, i mean today's episode, i find that the emotional aspects of the show is good, especially the pan ling ling story and the christopher lee wooing the ruan mian mian one..

nvm today read the personal reflection journal that i kept in the past, where i occasionally write down my thoughts.. fyi, i kept one during sec sch but i threw it away -.- dunno why and this book started at ard jun last year

reading back, this time, without any pushing (or psychoing) from my fren, i did what i wanted, and reading back, the energy level was at its maximum, but now the low self esteem devil has come back to haunt me, which is one thing i gotta get rid of

its like cartoons, where u have an angel and a devil appearing beside u and the devil will pull the shirt of the angel over the head, and knock it out lol

i'm not thinking too much, how do u define too much? i'm thinking alot, a very speculative person i would call myself.. not that i'd say of myself, but really i think my anticipation is not bad, if i was a player inside FM, my anticipation would easily hit 15 i guess?

i think of everything, maybe not everything, the worst things or i can call myself a pessimist :(

a pessimist to make it as a clown? no way, how can u 感染 ur audience when u are feeling down? living everyday happily? possible?

why do i feel sucky

this guy is good, and if u are thinking of going on a diet, watch his video on youtube and u wont feel like eating

there were 2, after tonight, it'll be one

the fifth time, and the first time

future, something u wouldnt want to think abt, but subconsciously u do, sometimes things cant be controlled, cannot be foreseen, predicted

i'm seeing far, very far, endless, but i didnt bother abt the present, and now i did

a very creamy after taste, rich and thick, very nice

i just want my bday to be an ordinary day.. and sometimes i think back, throughout my life, did i try to be special? no i just wanna spend my life being ordinary.... extraordinary, out of the ordinary? guess i want that now, but a simple 'happy birthday' from u will do

nobody can see tml, and i will, from now on live everyday like there is no tml

i'm not sure of myself, but there's one thing i wouldnt doubt

_o_ _e_e__e _e__e_ :x

i cant get enough of him

wow yoga lin is superman sia.. he makes me wanna watch the xing guang da dao and i already watched 3 epi of it..



wow the way he perform this song, with the very 狼狈 drunk feel, damn especially the part he walked to the stage.. then the 对不起 hand signal.. wah lan

shit he also quite handsome la, lol and elizabeth say he very kissable, small mouth woo.. dammit i also agree sia am i gay? but seriously he's good

suddenly rembed a post from zr'z blog, and i think he's right too.. the get real post........ fuck it.. it doesnt matter if we succeed, as long as we died trying

sometimes i do

dunno why, today i remb a video of bobby lee as a scientist for the madtv.. lol actually i wasnt thinking abt it but something else

looking at urself in the mirror is important as u look out for any changes and also what went wrong.. so during my peaceful ride to work, without my mp3, my mind started to wander, and i did some reflection.. what have u done for the past months? were they good? what is one thing u regret u didnt do? is it too late to do it now? what if i die now? what if i die in ns? what will it be like in ns?

and seriously, thinking back, some of my posts were trying to psycho people to do what they wanted and i hope i succeeded. lol but did i even psycho myself? damn

sometimes we really need some ________s, a little ________ is good enough

and sometimes, i do need

pls

woah, this weekend was super fun.. and of course a good one

fri night..
final soccer night as most are being wiped out by army, with another 4 going in this week.. man rounded off the night with a memorable volley,

sat
went to keppel bay with jc, jw, liang, man, qz, wk and yk and i was in wk's car lol.. the ride was smooth though, wasnt what i expected after comments from my other frens.. the place is really nice, damn nice, a good place to chill and relax, and a good place for couples.. the cake served at prive is oishi, but the prices of the main course was abit high.

then we went to somewhere at novena where we met up with zr to eat the jap food and it was also nice, but we were quite late and the sushi was not so 'fresh' and of limited choices

sun
catch 10 promises to my dog with eliz at cine, and i must say the show will make u cry.. it also makes me realise i hate those shows that uses flashback at the end, where all the memories comes back, wah lan eh.. then it was to taka where we had oue lunch at the foodfair? food feast aiya i dunno what it's called but it's at the basement of taka the open space there.. alot of food but we only tried some but dunno why it was filling

newton circus with aloy, ed, fio, hz, jw, ly and vil for a gathering before aloy's enlistment as well as a mini celebration for the july babies.. too bad i cannot eat spicy stuffs but it was fun, then got one temasek acapella(?) group performing there, they were really good and one particular song that i remb was:

then after that we went to swensens next to paragon to eat ice cream.. lol thx for the vouchers man!

get real

sometimes, do u feel u are aiming too far, too high that u cant achieve? its good to aim high, but get real, do u think u really can do it? lol yea how the hell would i know if u didnt try? but when u fail, will u think back and tell urself why didnt i set something realistic in the first place?

nvm let's look at another scenario, let's take for example like gambling, what are the chances of winning, ya money grows money, no venture, no returns. but what are the chances of winning, maybe 0.1%, 1%, i dont know.. all i know is pls get real, do u really think striking 4D or toto is even possible? if u do, then i can only say u are lucky

parents asking for too much of their children, packing their timetables with supplementary lessons, thinking that their children, 10 yrs of age could jump straight to poly..

a marketing director came out with an product, with ok features, ok price, ok design going into the market thinking it would be a hit?

and one more thing, a relationship with only love and nothing esle.. do u think it can carry on? yea love is essential, but other factors too

so, pls get real =/









ok not so much of the get real post, its the top 3 of my chart this week

first up is done stealin' by carolina liars..

second is ms jackson by outkast

and the last one is little red door by the zutons

the 100

the 100th post, with some that were unpublished, and late in the night, after playing pool, and watching euro with cfc and terry

was talking to zr on the lrt and he told me abt life, which made me reflect on my life, my goals, and my direction.. one sentence that i remembered was 'living a good life while not drifting away from ur direction' but how? we all live an easy life that cant be any easier, where the end point is already decided for all of us, and the journey would be more or less the same, but whether it'll be meaningful...

was talking to willy and he pointed out that with most of us getting attached and stuffs, like going into ns, we have lesser time for each other, meaning that the fri night soccer will have lesser people

anyway, it has been a long time since i met cfc and i must definitely say, i miss those days where both of us, with mouse could spent countless hours chatting with each other, gossiping and sharing our troubles.. the last time we did was like 4 years back already

one more day to the departure of my good fren kj, and it certainly was nice meeting u.. if he nv transferred from pierce sec to unity, i would nv have known him.. still remember the days u will chase yl all over the school, skip lessons to go for the bball matches, rko people after recess, the unforgettable moments in the class room with the 6 of us at the back, pythagoras theorem, the countless times we spent beside the merlion, even though u would slp most of the time, dota-ing, hero siege-ing and tower defense-ing to the middle of the night.. too many too many

i dunno what's the feeling i have right now, just dont feel like bathing, slping, just feel like sitting down at my computer table, looking out at the window and do nothing.. not that i'm unhappy or things arent going my way.. these few days have been great, or near perfect and i'm really glad

mime playing on a b/w tv set

imagine a night, with strings of colourful neon lights hanging between metal poles, in an old setting, wooden infrastructure, night hawkers by the roadside, kids playing with bubbles, catching, couples whispering sweet nothings outside the cinema, adults eating with their one of their legs on the chair, but u are suffering from achromatopsia, deaf and dumb.. u stand there looking at everything, feeling all left out but feeling happy looking at everyone enjoying themselves

this scenario, it's perfect

i wanna scrap my com and a bad meeting within my radar once more hah

things happens in a swift movement, sometimes without u realising it..

i wanna play sudoku

“还不错啦，有睡曼多的”。。。。。。。



life's a gamble, or rather, are u gambling ur life away?

i always choose tails and tails came out lol.. i won the bet i guess? but its with myself and its something i want?

hmm

hmm just found out i really like using hmm

nvm anyways a very happy bday to kj =) (ytd) 2 more weeks in sg and u will be off to australia.. made it sky blue to commemorate sky blue day during the pe mondays lol

should have went to esplande with the guys to relive the memories but we went to timah to play lan.. it was still good though and the food we had was like buffet.. order so much

june, 13, friday, 6.13pm
was on the bus 257 playing sudoku while on the way home, got an error but i picked one of the boxes and by chance, it was the wrong (right?) box choosen and i managed to solve the puzzle.. so it wasnt that unlucky after all.. but i still like 13 though

the 15mins story i wrote, didnt bring out the essence of 'late', but nvm

what's the worst it could get, the most is go home suck thumb

and i'm seeing it, but i still cant see

hope it would be a good day

15mins

a story written in 15 mins

mr pete is a typical singaporean, always late for school and meetings even though he stays near.

he had a crush on this girl, whom is in the same class as him. her name was judy

she was a soft-spoken, petite girl with a girl-next door face

in a twist of fate, pete was picked as the class monitor with judy as his assiatant. things changed since then, where they got to know each other more and pete was over the moon

then on this faithful day, pete confessed and judy was hesitant at first, but thinking back what he has done for her, she accepted him (use ur imagination what he did, i only got 15mins lol)

their relationship underwent rough tests, with pete going into the army, and judy going overseas to study

on a certain may, pete decided to go to australia to find judy, as her bday was nearing.. he nearly miss the flight (though unlikely but hey, its narrative)

it was a surprise for judy, and she had her best bday ever, with a romantic dinner by the seaside and some asian delicacies that pete prepared

5 years later, after going through 3 break-ups and getting back together, they were engaged and planning for their 4-room flat and wedding

things went well, or even perfect and it was the day before their wedding, when pete received a call on his mobile while he was on his wheels.. judy met an accident while crossing the traffic to their usual place, where she and pete plan to meet up before their big day

the conversation on the phone went:
nurse: are u mr pete?
pete: yea?
nurse: do u have any idea who is judy?
pete: ya, she's my fiancée
nurse: *lowering voice, i'm sorry to say, but she's met with an accident and is in a serious condition
pete: *shaken, wwwh---what? is this a prank call?
nurse: no, we found her hp and ur number was the last dial, so we thought we could try calling through as she wont pull through tonight
pete: *speechless, where is she now? ...........

............... the conversation went on and on and pete finally reach the ward but he was too late, by 15mins.. seeing judy lying there breathless, all the unforgettable memories flash past and




in life, we may always be late.. sometimes its like we can leave early but due to some circumstance, like u wanna rest abit more, slp abit more, play abit more, it causes u to be late. for moments like this, we do not have a choice, even u want to take a last look at ur love ones

so is it nv too late to realise its too late or its already late and u didnt realise u are late?

we may die tml, maybe during slp, so maybe ask urself, have u done what u always really wanna do? if there's afterlife, would u be there regretting that u didnt do it?

funny mtv but the song is damn nice

i'm scared

wow these few days was exciting.. ranging from the depths of pacific ocean to the side of the moon

thurs
a day to forget, with a snowball of emotions being rolled up since sunday, and plus the 'fabulous' handling of time.. haiz cant help to think so much.. maybe her being angry would make me feel better but

fri
spent the day at home, after reflecting what i did on thurs (i already took the off beforehand though) thought it would be nice to make her feel assured, did some cooking and met her up at night and i'm glad i achieved it.. lol this 2 days like write also nv write like that

sat
reach home at ard 4 the previous night, woke up at 9 and met the rest of the group and we headed to sentosa for 'man'day celebration.. jw, qz and zr went early to set up the suprise for man, while jc and willy went to collect his cake

man was experiencing hangover from the drinks he had, but nonetheless he still made it.. ahaha when we reach siloso beach it was already close to 1 and the rest of them was waiting for us

a bday cake for man, followed by a bday song and the 20 hankerchiefs and the unveiling of FNFC (friday night football club)'s newest signing, seah torres lol

had alot of fun at sentosa, playing soccer and frisbie, and we headed back to vivo for carl's jr. before heading to mind's cafe

too bad the group was too big, and we had to seperate into 2.. but the dinosaur card game was high and i think the whole place was filled with our laughter or noise they would call it -.- the building blocks game was also fun... the games were really nice and the mood was high, to the extend cw did a taiji swing, with vigour and swept the cups and basket onto the floor, with a glass cup lol

then we went to catch nr back home, and on the way to somerset, i got this feeling, just like the night we walked after prom night back in sec 4.. dunno why the feeling just hits me..

got home at 3 and i slept on the sofa....

sun
woke up at 10.40 had a bathe and went to boon lay raja restaurant with my family.. it was the first time, yea the first time i had a meal with my dad, mum and sis on a table together.. the feeling was great.. the food there was really nice but maybe because of my mood that day

then the next stop was commonwealth, and we went to visit my uncle at his stall due to some reasons.. but we didnt managed to taste his food coz we were too full lol.. he's still the same, always drinking and falling aslp when he's drunk.. i think i might be like him in the future -.- omg

then went to meet eliz for dinner at kovan and seriously, the whatnottoeat.blogspot.com should be created sia.. coz the roast duck and pig there really isnt nice, like use sauce to cover the taste only..

some photos...


man with his 20 hankies lol


the headline signing


the soccer gang


us at mind's cafe



the 2 pics i sneak due to my uncooperative dad



my uncle's stall, pls try when u are in the vicinity


ahh my childhood.. there used to be a kindergarden there but now :(


the place i used to play with my frens 10+ years ago


refurnished playground.. no more sand, swing and the 2 triangles that are the hurdle to catching

what a weekend that was.. great, really good weekend though tiring.. tickling my memories while making new ones

if god were to rob my memories, it better not be this year's.. but if he rob other's there may be inter connecting pieces that will make others look jumbled up

so..... i'll keep these beautiful memories, not even one less

and one last thing

happy bday man :)

something random

i just...

if u have heroin now, would u prefer it to be in liquid form where u can inject directly into ur bloodstream or do u wan to take it in a oral capsule form

i would choose the first method where it bypasses the digestive system and has a faster onset of the drug... lol sounds so drug d

i really need something to keep my mind occupied.. are u that type of person that would share ur troubles or rather keep things to urself?

imagine everyday u wake up with the same dream, while u were crossing the road, there was this truck that lost control and bang into u, and suddenly ur whole life flash past ur eyes for that moment and for the next, u realise u are awake.. and regret abt the things that went wrong in ur life but they are within ur control.. and u live ur day trying to make it good.. cool uh?

these 3 days have been hard, i really need some _ _ _ _ anyone like to buy a vowel? no prizes for guessing

i really dont know, i really dont :(

late at night

so late already, but dont feel like slping

finally warm-ed up my taste buds ytd at jp with a bowl of tom yam noodles.. it wasnt that good and i'm still craving for more tom yam.. talking abt food and i'm feally hungry now

lol what is this kind of feeling? i dont even know it myself

sometimes, i reflect upon my actions and seriously, i think my determination is close to the other end of the scale

sooo looking forward to this thurs, and weekends, with 3 days packed with activities, this should be the kind of life before ns :) however dont get my hopes too high later the plan is meet liao then say


dunno why addicted to this song -.- but really into slow music these days

tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam

stroll down memory lane

seldom will do this kind of post and i'm gonna do it today

some pics that i went through in my folders and they certainly brings back memories



ahh unity, a school that i spent 4 years.. the place where many friendships are forged.. still misses the long hours of lessons, the soccer and basketball after school, playing raw deal in school.. ahaha those were good memories



this is miss chua, my math teacher for 3 years and form teacher for 2, dont look at her skinny skinny but she's got a lot of respect from us.. not fierce but VERY naggy and i'm sure all my friends would have agreed.. if there's 2 reasons for us to go back to school every teachers day, one would be soccer and the other would be her



weee the friday night soccer team without a few of them, soccer- what a wonderful thing, it keeps us going, i mean the friendship.. wonder how it would be like when most of us go into ns



ahaha 4 rotters and with them, i spend countless weekends at esplande rotting, sometimes with special guest appearance.. still wonder how the hell we take it sia.. out of the 52 weekends, think we made at least 35 trips to city hall o.o now that's a record



this pic, i guess its the one with almost all of them but still a few that are not in it.. the many bday celebrations for many people, are all good memories for the bday boys



lol a class photo with my poly mates taken during orientation, many have changed, i mean appearance and definitely one thing have changed, which is our friendship and looking at that pic, i cant even recall i did took it



a class photo that we took in year 2, with our mentor mr koh and future mentor mr michael.. ahaha comparing with the last pic the hairstyle of many have changed



haiz i dont have any class photo in year 3... but this is an outing with some of them to eski bar and we sure are a bunch of alcoholics



tioman, ah tioman, 3 days there with peeps and sure it was hell load of fun.. still misses the sun there and the lifestyle.. next time if i got my diver cert then we go again k?



putting this pic up without permission is bad u know? making her debut, my gf.. aiyo dunno how to talk abt her -.- like oh this is my beautiful gf, check out our matching.. er eyebrows?



my dad and mum, lol asking my dad to take a pic is sure a hard thing.. he doesnt show his affection but i know deep down he loves my mum alot, always fetching her from work when he is able to

and lastly, a pleasant 19 years journey and thanks alot for the laughters that we've shared, the scolding from our teachers, some 叛逆 stuffs that we did, long hours of proj, playing games through the middle of the night, jj almost every weekends, drinking till we get drunk... many many things..

thanks

i really wish there was a time machine :(

old

finally, graduated from nyp after 3 years.. it wasnt long nor short, but time sure flies.. it just feels like a few moments ago when i met my classmates for the first time and it feels like i've not met them for ages since the last time i met them

20, guess most of us will be turning this year with a big 2 infront, seems like many decisions have to be made

many things have changed, but many still remains the same, so do u feel like who u are 3 years ago? guess should be somewhat the same except the mustache growing out

when u wake up in the morning, how do u feel? thank a million for giving me another day? wtf wake up so early, wish the sun doesnt rise? sian today dunno how to rot my time?

nvm what's right or wrong? following ur heart? does it necessary means u are doing the right thing? but not doing what u want is wrong too?

go ahead


a superb song

how would life be during ns?

finally, i got my enlistment letter and the 2 highlighted parts were 13 aug 08 and ndu

oh man, how great, the silver for the napfa wasnt valid for the exemption of physical training, and even need to serve extra one month.. zzz but it may be good coz i havent really trained much for these past months

haiz talking abt going into ns, many things would change. of course freedom, where u'll lose it all, waiting for the day u get the pink ic back

new frens, who will eventually become buddies, buddies from sec school, buddies from poly, ur family and ur own life, are the people or things u wanna do for the 2 days break.. how to allocate the time

seriously, now i see the importance of time, it never fails to fascinate me, where its always moving forward, no matter how hard u try to pull the minute finger, the time wont change, it only displays a slower time. just like fooling urself

if someone invents a time machine... guess its stupid to think abt it.. but with the increase in the pace of life, time seems to move slower, where more things can be accomplished in a same period of time

time is still the limiting factor :(

lame with u, parting, speculate

ok got to note down what i want to blog coz if i dont i'd probably forget it

work was hectic and i almost got no time for myself and more importantly...

nvm today was the last day for choon hwee and edwin and it'll be a loss for chao's team.. 2 less people to joke and work tgt.. a chanced encounter, but it's nice to have met u guys, though they would probably not read it lol.. and choon hwee u my idol sia, how did u managed to get that for gp?!

anyway when someone of a different sex is willing to be lame with u, it may show something good, but we should not speculate lol another thing i wanna talk abt

speculating is good, but if u are pessimistic, too much of it will lead to u being emotional so we should avoid emo songs and listen to some with the dance feel

learnt a few new words ytd and gotta add them to my vocabulary, english english english

a nice song with a dance feel woot

how many times?

zzz today was a bad day, haiz nvm that wasnt abt the work though

haiz how many times did i open teamtalk's page? i also dont know.. my com is like useless now, only for dl-ing purposes, eh not so much now also, games --> u kidding me? and chatting (large part of it) so if when i dont feel like chatting, i will visit teamtalk at least 5 times and i did today

if there is a machine where u can save some part of ur free time and used it during sometime u need it, it would be good [dont know whether it is repeated]

is this called tired?

:(

happy belated bday to jun wei ^^

wee today went to celebrate jw bday at batok with 10 other people, jc, kj, man, qf, qz, tris, weekee, weelee, y2k, zy

ate alot and had a great time with them, havent saw some of them for a very long time.. and all of them receive their enlistment letter le except me T.T

haiz if only i can do a kage bunshin, then i can be at 2 different places at one time.. just for 2 days also can.. if only i can work half day everyday or gimme more time (again)

anyway today was chatting with edwin and chun wee and the time machine topic came up.. so if u have a time machine, what will u do.. ahaha i will go back to 4 years ago to relive my bday again.. once more

don't regret the things u did, but rather regret the things u not did

alcohol

just had a small cup of martell with vodka and suddenly wondering whether alcohol really taste that good? why people drink.. i always thought to myself that drink when u are happy, but not the other.. maybe they are just afraid of the reality, trying to run away from all the problems

maybe i'll take all the problems as challenge and take them down like how the rock does the rock bottom -.-

anyway today was spent meaningfully with man, qf, qz, sy, tris, zr and zy to klp and tiong bahru.. i must say the lor mee at tb is really nice la.. must try man, eat and u will get addicted to it.. the pau also not bad ar but they nv sell the trademark xlb hehe

wah use alot of short forms

dammit this song will make u cry

finally and eventually

2 words of roughly the same meaning, but used on different context.. u use finally when u anticipate something with excitement and it happens after a long wait.. eventually, used when u dont feel like doing something but u have to do it hah

life's short and we will die eventually or should i say finally?

labour day

wow 2 days of leave makes me feel so great.. and ytd was a good day except there were too many people >.< next time go engineer a virus to kill half of singapore's population (lol) but if i'm in the suay portion then... suay lor

anyway this period of time, where we have graduated from poly and waiting for NS, uni and some working, will be the time where its the hardest to go through.. working is still alright, coz ur mind will be on other things, but still all the emotion sets in.. the other 2 categories and not working, will have alot of free time to let their mind wander.. unhealthy, isnt it?

anyway i hope this time will be great coz when i go inside ns, everything would be different, but so far, i think its still perfect

but how we define perfect, there's no standard to compare with like doing experiments. and can something be perfect.. ooo great i found another word i dont like -.- lol reminds me of the feel-er, look-er and try-er from zr's blog

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reciprocate- when u do something do u want anything in return? yea sometimes u do but there are times u do things and u dont understand why u did it, and not asking for anything in return

that day listened to 你是我的眼 by 萧煌奇 at the canteen and attracted to the electric guitar at the beginning.. damn nice

anyone got nice emo electric guitar solo to recommend? dont too metal



i really dont like some words in the dictionary.. words like forever and if.. forever, just like a fantasy word, a word to show the irony of this world (willy told me that) and i certainly agree with him.. if, if there arent any doubts in this world would the word if appear?

but if tml nv comes, hah

wtf?

these few weeks, i've heard some of the most bizarre things ever.. ok first up was me talking in monotone.. that one i agree with but there was another telling me i talk like a foreigner.. wtf and he said that my chinese (pronunciation) also not that good.. T.T i thought my eng was bad but my chinese is also the same.. nvm that day went to cut hair and a conversation with the hairdresser:

hd :"are u mixed blood"
bc :"no, singaporean, pure breed"
bc :"why leh?"
hd :"oh no la i thought u mixed indian ar"

wtf sia do i look like indian >.<

gimme more time

damn lazy to blog these days but like nothing to blog abt

anyway now like chionging for mrt and bus everytime coz i'm always late.. go work, chiong the 8.19 mrt, then reach boon lay chiong 192 and 257 bus.. knock off 192 come then do a 200m sprint.. like that no need train also can become fit sia -.-

soccer after like 2 weeks and gosh i really need more time.. anyone too free can borrow me some time? tml will be a much expected break for me but its not a 'me'-day.. got so many things i wanna (gotta) do.. and the fatigue is setting in with me experiencing cramp on my left leg during soccer

still waiting for my enlistment letter and can it come faster pls

adjective
anyway i think the phrase 他妈的 is an adjective in my dictionary.. the tioman trip i used it to describe the sotong and last week i use it to describe how tired i was

ns ns ns ns ns ns ns ns :(

forget abt that drunk post.. anyway happy bday to daniel! all the best yea babe =)

had a great day again ytd, watch orphanage at the new cinema.. it wasnt the nicest, but had the best company

why u ask this type of question and why i ask u that type of question. can haitian erase my memory?

drunk

isnt it cool to get drunk everyday.. living everyday in denial, never have to worry abt anything

i can guarentee i wont smoke, no prostitutes, but gamble and drinking....

just wanna take my mind off worrying abt the future, fuck the worries upside down with 2 bottles of tiger and 5 shots of vodka

let's drown the stress

sardine

actually singapore is not over populated, its just that there should be some traffic etiquette lessons for children and adults of course

a shopping mall with 2 doors, definitely one is the entrance and one is the exit ya? but why do people always chiong one door as if the other one cannot use.. nvm and the escalator, this one needs a diagram




ok looking at this, the red arrows shows the ideal movement of humans but this is not the case always.. people coming down from lv3 are usually too lazy to make a big turn thus colliding with the traffic from lv1

at the rate that we are going, i mean the birth rate and increase in foreign talent, we would be like sardines.. imagine the packaging factory- wah still got space ar? squeeze in one more la.....

hmmm

sometimes, i feel being a cancarian sucks.. being way TOO emotional at times, and like zr say they cant make big decisions, no to me they dont even make any decisions

so therefore

^^

ytd was the second time, and that surely sum this up as the best month of my life

if next time i would relive, it would be this month, march 2008

nice song by alicia keys

a very sad video so do everything like u'd nv have a chance to do it again

a few months before ns so let's enjoy it

what if

went to hunt for a job and we got one which wasnt very appealing

did something even crazier ytd but it was something i wanted to do

is there something that u want so much, which makes u give everything u got

communication
talking with one another is important in keeping a good relationship, with both parties willing to solve a problem, the conversation will be productive, but if one is unreasonable, the other will give in until he/she becomes irritated, which leads to argument

what if......
- a day was 48 hrs instead of 24 [slp, 16 hrs gone, if work, ~15hrs gone which leaves u with another 17 hrs.. too much ar.. hmm 30 hrs should be enough]
- tml i strike 4D [it would be great but what is the possibility? wake up]
- i take up the job [means less time for the the postition i applied for ytd]
- all the what if(s) happen :|

aiyo like digging a grave for myself, but i'm finding the grave so comfortable

pattern

ytd, more than 10 times, nv counted but its definitely more than 10

gonna to try some pattern now, though its abit lousy

anyway got the pics taken in tioman from daniel.. and the video he made is damn cool la.. haha thx man

hangover effect of tioman.. like the pace in singapore is too fast

wah the weather damn nice for slping

t-i-o-m-a-n

sunday
went on a hiking trip, but didnt turned out that well because of the ants that were in the cupcake.. if there was something i can fuck, it would be the ants.. zzz but it was enjoyable with lots of pics taken but too bad i wont post them here bleh

then went over to fiona's place with alec and huiling and stayed o/n.. her place damn convenient sia got alot of 24hrs shop like shop n save, mac, kopitiam.. next time she wan sell her house can tell me

monday
took a cab from fio's place down and met up with the others.. the trip there was painful but enjoying the sea breeze on the deck was so damn cool.. we didnt do much that day.. all we did was put down our luggage and explore the place..

tuesday
did everything we could do that day.. woke up super late as they went for breakfast and we went snorkling.. the view is simply magnificent coz the water is super clear.. the ramly burger at the second station was superb

then we went to look for the rock falls the water looks clean, but we nv drink it lol.. then the dinner.. i must say the best meal of the 3 days.. squid, prawn, wings, fried rice, noodles and hotdog.. with extra toppings of mosquitoes and flies.. ate ate and ate and head back and we had a few drinks before playing pools and dan, fio, and hl stayed behind to chat with another groups of people..

wednesday
and the last day.. woke up for a buffet style breakfast.. all u can eat but it doesnt look tasty.. but its better than it seems.. went shopping for stuff before taking the cruise back.. on the way back all of them were tired, and they slept for almost the whole journey


few unforgettable things:
hl: 我很想骑bike <--- lol
wil's name was washed and he's now known as vilson
ed's hot bod on the beach, wahahah u really went to thailand ^^

alot of others but i cant think of now

the night was cold, silent which makes ur mind wander even more as u are not in sg.. but its better than sg coz its much more relaxing there and also if they sell some sg food there, i can stay there forever wahaha.. but the ramly burger is really nice

it was a really fun trip with u guys.. a million of thanks to alec, daniel, edwin, fiona, huiling and vilson (LOL!) for preparing the trip and making it an unforgettable one =)))

huat ar!!

what an exciting day

before i start off, a belated birthday to hz, which falls ytd.. all the best man

anyway today was a blast, my heart almost jumped out, and i'll get to this later.

.... went out with man, qf and qz to marina looking to rot our time away, but in the end it was quite a success as we managed to rot until urm around now?

shit forgotten what i wanna blog abt, nvm will blog it when i recall it

nvm then i saw one of my fren in the train, and just nice we went to esplanade to get the 'feel' 4 years ago (think it's just nice) and know what, we saw her on the train and it was pretty awkward.. [i didnt went there for the purpose of getting the feel though]

just let ur imaginations run wild, for this post

4 years back, u made me lost my mind, it was great.. now, i've changed alot, but i dunno abt u, if my mind wasnt that wired up then, i guess we would be together? possibility, all chances, no action, no chance.. i'm not sad of the outcome, but it's the guilt that haunt me over these few years.. glad u still talk to me

me too

just now looking at the personal messages on msn, then i saw some of them and i thought of a 2 words reply that can make the sentence sound so funny

let's take an example:
How come i nv seems to be able to complete any of my goals?? me too
ok this is normal

and

love the rain. (: me too
ok but as i go down, i saw one which was

i love you me too
omg wtf, i'm not gay -.-

and the last one that make me fall of my chair was
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

I'm someone's wife me too

this is lame

terrible

what a day

eccentric, mad, crazy

hope i can last till fri, why got so many things to do when i'm not free, but nothing when i'm rotting z

who wanna accompany me to viridian forest, go catch pika. i really need some battery now

fuck the streptococcus

really

today went out with many people to celebrate 3 bdays at chomp chomp

quite lazy to type the name coz my head is spinning

ate alot but like not enough, ordered spring chicken but still not enough, in the end went to try the beancurd and 汤圆 and it was real good.. very chewy

then went to liquid kitchen and had a pot of chamomile while looking at people enjoying sex on the beach, in the sea with some sea breeze and some other drinks

3 cups of warm tea, cant even fill the emptiness of the heart, cool

that feeling again, really tired, wanna slp

monday march 10 was a great day, even though i dont know what i did

movie, hub, rain, brolly, cold, sweater, bus and home

almost there?

just whack la

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lol forgot... happy bday lydia! =)

hmm reading back to my older posts, i skip alot on talking abt my life, one huge part of it

sometimes do u feel u have something u wanna say but the consequence is too much to measure?

'who needs sleep when we've got love' lyrics from the song sleep through the static. at first i thought it was nice, but after thinking awhile, who in the world dont sleep lol but in the end, i still feel abit lesser sleep wont hurt ya?

orange, market, rain, umbrella, market, old and 2 ---> happy ^_^

not forgetting.. hp, couple, follow, video ---> >.<

i would like an encore :D

the amount of serotonin is killing me, but in a good way

sweet

woah, nv felt more alive than today.. and ytd of course lol

anyway a belated bday to alec.. all the best for everything man =)

finally had a good slp since the end of poly.. almost 3 years have gone.. from unfamiliar faces to friends to faces see liao also sian <--- lol

jking jking, 3 years just pass by so quickly, half will be going ns, and the other half, continue to study, work, find a partner and settle down (???)

its been a pleasent journey having met everyone of you, those days in lecture hall, tut room, sports hall, lunch at everywhere, lab......... everything

just one word. thanks

english

was using my old com just now and stumbled across a few songs that i used to listen during sec 4.. the feeling when i listened to those songs in the past is different compared to now.. but nonetheless they are still emo

then when i was on the way to yew tee pasar malam, i thought to myself, if i have one wish, what would it be? to be together with someone i like? money? 3 more wishes? no no.. i only wanna re-live one day.. just that one day.. there are alot of good days in the past but that day is just outstanding

i just want to get that feel back.. ha probably i'm getting old now -.-

i think i'll save chinese for something else.. english post for now.. but like no fun leh aaha


first song.. by energy.. quite power


second one.. guess my peeps know this.. damn popular during those days

still got one more is plane already leave the airport.. lol wo de cuo by dunno what band

just once pls? even just in my dreams

ahh

was late for school today and had to treat eliz to breakfast.. -.- but in the end, had nothing much to do and went back early. this 2 days like no gas like that.. like going to knock out liao

but, went back to sgs for interview and it was great to see everyone again.. actually wanted to suprise nadia and ash but in the end, i wanted to eat lunch so i alighted one stop earlier.. coincidentally, they just finished lunch and i saw them and headed straight back to the lab.. the lab was still the same, except this period of time is damn slack.. ahaha i can even go in chat with them.. then an informal interview with arun and chia yee and gotta say, it doesnt feel like an interview.. it was scheduled at 3 but it finished before 3.. nv got the job, but it was a worthwhile trip

nadia leaving next wed for a job at rp.. lab tech.. good for her coz the pay is much better over there.. all the best for her =)

then heard jurgen mia since cny.. tio meningitis or something.. damn sway man but hope he get well soon.

they all look the same. hui dao --> dyed her hair, yang ying --> hair longer, ash + nad + arun + glen --> nothing's changed, chia yee --> pregnant -.- and that's almost all


a song i played since i came home until now.. come with me to the sea

喜欢一个人

ytd had a great day.. ate alot and had a really good time with my frens

nvm abt that.. coz i think i'm gonna change the style i write. no more life story, i mean talking abt what happen exactly.. eh not no more, but maybe not so often anymore

reading the title, guess its obvious what i'm saying right?









but....
there are 2 things that u can infer from the title.. first is, i like being alone, which i guess most people wont relate it to and the other is, i like someone..

what i'm trying to say is that there are 2 sides of a story, biasness and impression may lead someone to think illogically

and so, i like being alone... sometimes