瞬间

当我看见故事的转变 当他表白对你的爱恋
让我想的画面 贴上幸福的情节
有一天我等他会出现

当我看见故事的考验 当你和他牵着手相见
爱是永远 抓不到的一瞬间
不知道是谁悄悄出现

爱在一瞬间 绳头了明天 遥远
代表的不只是距离的差别
爱在一瞬间 心跳的感觉 想念
想躺在日记那一业

当我看见故事的考验 当你和他牵着手相见
爱是永远 抓不到的一瞬间
不知道是谁悄悄出现

爱在一瞬间 绳头了明天 遥远
代表的不只是距离的差别
爱在一瞬间 心跳的感觉 好让我每一天过一天 再想你多一点点

爱在一瞬间 wo ~ 遥远
代表的不只是距离的差别
爱在一瞬间 心跳的感觉 想念
想躺在日记那一业

too nice to be true.. but i think the 绳头 is wrong.. should be 渗透.. how can be 绳头 tomorrow lol.. dont even know the meaning

before i start off..

a very happy birthday to muznah =)

hmm so fast 3 weeks gone for fyp liao.. time really flies sia but also nothing much to do in school. haiz today no soccer to play coz the court kenna occupied by another group of people.. some army men.. they still got one team waiting by the side.. looking at their built.. we didnt even thought of challenging them

anyway i'm already smelling jesus.. coz this weekend i'm going to 2 different church.. go there try the feel.. hmm christmas is also coming too.. dunno how to spend it.. no plans.. anyone wanna go on a date with me? lol.. sounds so despo.. guess staying at home watch tv listen to emo songs liao

你知道DS的好处是什么吗?

cool.. this weekend is super meaningful.. spent my fri night playing soccer.. not alot of people and we played for like 3 hrs with just 2 teams. tiring but shiok

ytd went out aimlessly with 3 of my frens and we ended up playing mahjong. lost 1.80 lol.. feeder sia.. but nvm coz quite fun.. if play big i wont play liao.

today went to swim and wah.. jurong there damn alot of people. zz and plus the rain.. but got swim abit la so nvm..

let's get to the topic. i got a designer fren.. damn funny one. ytd we went out he whole day playing his ds.. he played cooking mama which is like preparing a dish.. the funny thing was when the dish is too hot, u have to blow into the mic.. lmao.. if people dunno then see him play right.. sure will think he is siao one.. and the best part is he's like advertising for nintendo.. he keep saying 你知道DS的好处是什么吗? it's interesting, interacting, 5 senses, psychological aspect is fulfilled and it's serious [i dunno what he talking but that's what i note down ytd... i really took down like taking notes] lol like DS de 代言人

see..



oh ya forget to talk abt the presentation that day.. haiz from miss tai change to dr donny at the last min but it was ok i think.. but got one question she ask 'so what is ur control for the proj?' i say use the synthetic scaffold one but she say not correct leh.. i keep thinking and thinking still think it should be ok ma coz my exp is seed on natural scaffold.. nvm la ask my sup when she comes back

anyways this song very nice.. it makes u wanna dance

i su ck

just now went to buy a jacket for the presentation tml coz i was thinking of wearing something more 'smart'.. then when i come home, change show my sis, she told me i look like a construction worker -.-.. seriously i need someone to accompany me to shop next time coz i really dunno what suits me

anyway tml meeting up with alec and wil for alvin and the chipmunks movie.. hope they change their mind and watch something else like the golden compass buy i also anything one la.. can go chill out can liao

and sooo looking forward to weekends coz finally can go out.. miss 2 weeks of weekend preparing for the fyp and this week even if the sun dont shine i also going out.. sat already got plan liao and sun see if weather nice go swim

now like many people food poisoning.. just now on my way back home i saw one guy buying the bao ji wan the pink colour for stomachache one.. then one of my fren and her bf also tio food poisoning.. and that time the prima deli also got the salmonella infection.. they should send their food to sgs for testing

want to have a cup of tea?

heng

yea yea tott win with a late goal from super sub defoe. dont know how he score but a win is good enough.

anyway today is damn lucky.. on my way home outside the school, my mp3 went flat.. then suddenly i remembered this morning i wanted to get the usb cable to bring to school to charge coz i forget to charge ytd. then i look into my bag.. where's my thumbdrive -.- at first i thought it was gone coz i forget to pluck out from the library.. then (not carrying much hope) i went back to the com then suprisingly.. its still there phew... definitely a blessing in disguise coz i did some of my work already and losing it means re-doing it again

so long

the title got nothing to do with this post

anyway today went home early again and we didnt miss anything.. haha was talking with willy and he told me abt the physical and mental thing.. which is like somethings can be more one sided and i've gotta say biotech is heavier on the mental side..

competitiveness
actually i wanted to write abt this for quite awhile but keep forgetting.. i doubt anyone will disagree that sillypore is a kiasu country.. like everyday u go into the train then it's already full, people are still trying to squeeze in.. personally i am extremely disgusted but what can i do

but if u take in in another angle.. if these people do not come in, they will wait for the next train, and if the next train is full again, they will have to wait again (that's the kind of person i am but sometimes i do get into the train) .. certainly it's very fast paced here and also this kind of kiasu-ism leads to improvement.. if it is possible to live in a slow pace environment and produce great results, that will be the best situation

i want to move like a turtle

no stress?!@#$%

damn it.. today is the third day of FYP and it really sucks compared to attachment.. during attachment, my brain usage is minimal and now my brain usage is reaching its max

today dr mao and clinton not here so elizabeth and me decided to go home earlier.. and coincidentally, there's a solid talk.. haiz got so zhun one ma sian

back to the life where i have to find journals, read journals, find again, read again.. scientist really got no life sia..

i miss SGS coz working there is really no stress sia.. and i'm not looking forward to weekends coz still need to do work.. wish the time could just stop now.. haha but just treat it as a challenge and 3 months will pass in a blink of an eye.. hopefully

i want my life back

sian

tml last day of attachment.. mixed feelings but i think its time for another challenge ya? past 2 days nv spend a single cent and tml also.. haha got people treat.. as if i dying like that sia..

today last day seeing nadia as she taking leave tml and dunno what to say leh.. learn so much things from her.. really need to thank her

today thought of alot to write but suddenly forget.. oh ya dr xu has left the school and i need to change my proj as 2 new lecturers are taking over his duties.. but the problem is.. i didnt know it until jiawen told me ytd -.- and when i call donny today.. she told me i will be under dr mao.. and she has 4 topics under her.. but i tried to call her like a million times but couldnt reach her.. confirm title and partner by today.. how? haiz nvm see how tml

the best thing abt going back to school is the working hours is 8.30 to 5 weee.. so early knock off meaning i have another hour of my life back.. can spend it usefully (i hope)

anyways think i really not that funny type of person.. just like a piece of wood

and one more thing...
happy birthday aloy =)

weekends... not too long not too short but it could be longer.. 2 days is ok but 3 days would be better.. this few days the weather damn hot and unpredictable.. cant tell when it will rain..

anyways happy birthday danielle

yea that's all

yea here again.. to show that im not dead yet..

a very happy birthday to qz


i love 陈绮贞 and super emo now..

let the songs do the talking

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later got england and croatia match.. they damn lucky sia.. hope they lose but if defoe starts.. it would be nice if he scores too and win the game.. that's the best case scenario

i hate novartis

damn it.. i really hate novartis now.. i just reached home, just had dinner and havent bathe yet zzz.. ot until 10.30 for the bloody company and my ot pay is just 3 bucks..

but today with the help of many novartis people, we got the job done.. the people were really nice and they were another kind of people.. they arent those really educated but they got a nice heart.. and they are really hardworking.. and i dunno why got this thing popping out of the bubble on my head.. some people are like squirrels measuring the angle and size of the a nut and trying to open it.. another type of squirrels are those who flex their muscles and try to squeeze it with their biceps lol..

anyway coz just now we were unable to get any cab from tuas so we took a ride from nelson's fren.. and its super cool sia.. long time since i took a lorry.. can feel the wind blowing my hair.. and we alighted at lakeside and took a cab back to the company.. the uncle also damn nice coz i ask him to wait for me as i will only take like 5 mins.. he ask me to hurry up but in the end he like damn happy like that talk to me almost the whole journey lol... and the fare was 15.10 and he just charge me 15 buck

good cheap food

today went down to bedok interchange with cw, man, qf, qz and sy for dinner and i must say it was really worth it.. we took 67 from cck and i gotta say the trip was a pain in the ass -.- it was never ending.. it was like 1hr and 20mins ride sia...

i only spend 8 bucks and i got to eat the small bowl noodle, 10 satays and a cup of sugar cane juice.. i must say the small bowl noodle nv disappoint me since i ate it 3 yrs back..

wahahaha the steam app for cs one is working so great sia.. but i dunno how to use it.. figure out liao then i can play cs muahahha addicted

anyway i uploaded a song here and its really nice =) hope it suits the skin

finally

reached home at 7.15 but doesnt have the energy to think and type something here.. slept for like 5 hrs and its 2 plus now.. ytd was a fun day and after lunch time, i was basically waiting for the clock to hit 6 pm.. then went down to ps for dinner and then cs.. wahaha.. went down with alec, aloy, ed, hz, wil, fiona, geraldine, heather, lydia and sab.. later on danielle and yi ting came to join us for the club.. damn fun sia cs.. but i suck in it.. after that we went to st james and we went to queue for one of the clubs (i think is dragonfly) but some of them left.. actually what i think the place is like its inside a mrt during peak hours without lights and with loud music.. damn squeezy but u wont know whether its a guy or a girl next to u if is girl then tan tio.. haha the girls enjoyed themselves in the dancefloor while we guys were just basically stand there and exercising our eyes =D

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dunno why ytd cant drink.. maybe its because of the phobia caused by the other time. only had the brandy and a quarter of 'ice tiger tea'. and after that we went to mac for breakfast and waited for the bus.. the bus wasnt as fast as i expected but i still reached home in the end..

anyways i still think it isnt a place for people who dont enjoy crowds. but if u enjoy this kind of thing.. u have to go coz i see people really enjoying themselves

just now my cousin came and i talk to my uncle.. what he said is very true 'getting a degree doesnt mean u will go far' .. indeed and for those who are worrying now, why not just let down ur hair and enjoy ur day and just go with the flow.. eh actually if u just anyhow chiong also no good la.. at least begin with an end in mind (sounds like 7 habits) ahahaha

superstition

been wanting to write abt this for awhile but keep forgetting.. ytd thought of it in the afternoon but in the end forget again..

superstition
are u superstitous? many people are but as people become more educated, i think this trend is starting to fade away.. actually the thought of writing this came from the channel u talk show 'shoot 3' coz they were talking abt this 2 weeks ago. like when people strike 4D by a number that they get from the temple or something, the newspaper will make a big fuss over that thing and makes it look realistic.. but why of all those people that nv strike (which i believe 95% of people fall into this category) they chose to comment on those people winning only? ironic

changing name to get a better future? i dunno abt that but if u take it in a negative manner like 'if i change my name, everything will change for the better'... no it's not, ur life can still go either way and if u just sit back and do nothing, nothing will possibly change. attitude counts for many things and they can just change their attitude at the first place.

ahhh dont talk abt this kind of stuff..

anyway last week's charity show was damn nice sia.. the macy (think tat's her name) her song 瞬间, the chen wei lian i love u and the 881 song each person half damn nice sia.. support local talents.. and the best part of the show was chen lei's performance.. he even did a flip and split at the end of his first song sia :0

prince of tennis.. super nice though its unrealistic.. if anyone can play like that in real life.. i doubt federer can beat them.. arsenal managed to fightback and get a point from man u and hope they can win the next match at old trafford.. tott leadin 1-0 at half-time and i hope they can continue to scored more especially defoe.. lol he's that guy who convinced me to support tott.. i was actually a arsenal fan.. but their 49 games unbeaten run just disgust me -.- lol i dunno why but i hate those supreme teams and when defoe went to spurs, his scoring spree is just unstoppable.. scroing important goals wwhen he starts, coming out from bench (usually just a few minutes) wah dammit.. and now, his starting place is not guaranteed and i cant understand why they start keane.. he's super inconsistent but he's superb when he's on top form.. but this season they dont relegate can liaos.

next week deepavali.. fot one more day break.. swee.. but nadia fri on leave.. lol but next week should be super fast coz like only 4 days nia..

today while on the way to lot one.. got one kid walk towards me and he said something.. i thought he was talking to me and i slow down and when he was beside me, i realise he's talking to someone walking out of the toilet -.-

still gavent type out the story i wrote sia.. super lazy but i still havent complete half of it.. haha no time and now addicted to fm liao -.- can play until 3am zzzz

cs

wow its already wed... 2 more days to weekends =) weeeeeee.. ytd went to play cs with poly mates and it was really fun.. too bad it wasnt a full squad if not it would be much more enjoyable.. didnt knew everyone had cs in their blood sia.. first time play so pro liao lol

yea it was a good way to de-stress by killing people muahahaha. dunno when the next meeting would be.. anyway i found that my driving force for surviving the attachment are certainly my friends and family.. the soccer on fri, though last week got communication error.. wanna go 踢球 hear become wanna go chill -.- hahaha.. and meeting on fri night to go out chill sat going out with peeps and sunday rot at home.. nv thought that weekends had been so short before

what do u want to do in the future? ytd while going home, this question pop out and the girls were saying that they might not continue to pursue something that is related to our studies now.. they gotta make up their mind quick coz they no ns.. and talking abt ns.. nvm i dont have to think so much now still got 2 years to consider

nice song and it's just what i wanna say to all my friends

unlucky

damn i ish wanna cry already -.- the fantasy dunno why no luck this season.. eh correction should be for 2 seasons zzz take baines 45 mins kenna sub.. that time cap bellamy he injured.. take evra he nv start.. guess its just my luck ahahah

sian tml work again and nadia is clearing her leave for the rest of the month which means most fri i'm gonna be alone in the micro lab.. hope the supervisors dont come to me and ask me to give them suggestions.. why? because none of the managers know anything abt microbiology.. and if u suggest something and it doesnt work out, u are dead.. dunno whether this month need to go novartis to do the air sampling anot.. if ash nv go with me then i will die of boredom.. put plates on the air sampling machine, put at the location then wait for 10 mins -.-... arghh and if i do go there, then i come back every fri and i have to continue to do the testing coz nadia not there.. need to plan my work well

oh ya and hafiza just quit coz she cant take the pressure.. she is just a data entry (something like that) and she has to be the assistant qa manager at times, assistant lab manager and assistant marketing manager lol.. that's why she cant take it.. anyway she's the second to leave following nithya.. and guess ash and nadia is also leaving once they get another better job

yea its weekends again and i hope this week would not be wasted like the last one lol. coz last week only enjoyed the fri night and slept the whole day on sat and was half hearted on sunday..

assets and liabilities
sometimes i keep wondering whether a thing is an asset or liability.. but in the end i figure out that most things can be both and there isnt one thing that can be only one, maybe there are but i cant find one..

and i have to dedicate the following to martin jol.. definitely he is one of the best managers spurs had for the past decade but look at the way they are playing now and the players he bought this season.. darren bent? is he really worth the money they paid for him?? how many games did he started and how many goals he scored? look at defoe, his performance against dunno which team in the uefa cup and he cant even get himself in the bench during the premier league game... zzz what the fuck is jol doing.. anyways it was not easy to propel tottenham to 2 straight 5th place and ty for contributing to the amount of midfielders u brought to the squad

watching live the dream and i gotta say that by definition rocks.. the cats in the cradle lead also got a great voice but they just lack a drummer..

anyway this week started out very bad coz nadia was on leave on monday.. actually the day started out well but because of everyone's monday blues turn out to affect me.. the fucking qa manager come to me say the out of spec plates the novartis come and chase her then she told me what to do? (what am i supposed to do sia, u the qa manager leh ask me for what) then she give me that going to cry face then i bo pian go do the gram staining coz we only got like 10 slides left.. and that day i was busy trying to do the five standard tests for the food samples.. z and my colleagues told me that the supervisor like to push blames to people so our bm say what likes responsibility that topic is bullshit

ooo fendi won the solo category yea.. dunno why that victor can make it instead of that girl, cute and better voice..

think today i was abit worked up coz i cant wait for the end of my attachment.. 5 weeks and 2 more days to go weeeeeeeeee

drunk

went to alec's house last night for gathering.. brought a bottle of vodka and heather bought another bottle tequila or something then we had mac and went to his house.. his house the night view damn nice leh, think can see malaysia.. alot of industrial work going on then the lights are orange

then we went to his house to watch hostel 2. the part i think is the most gross is the first woman who died.. damn man the bidder is sick, bathing in the woman's blood. then we waited for hz and lydia to arrive before we started drinking. lol ed help me pour the first cup but he only gave me like 0.5cm of vodka, so i ask him add more.. he top up to ard half of the cup ahaha. then we started playing poker and the loser have to forfeit. drank quite abit and my head was spinning but i was still conscious.. then after heather they all left, i thought of not drinking but played another few rounds with hz and ed and i had 2 more.. and i thought i went to slp straight after that

the last thing i can remember is i took a sip of red bull plus vodka from ed. when i woke up this morning, they told me i did so many crazy things -.- haha i dont even know what i said and done. and the funniest thing is they said i knocked over hz's drink and i tried to clean it up using the ruffles and lays pack which i thought it was tissue.. then the drunken fist in the air, the stupid word i said, suan-ed er hem, vomit in the toilet, said another stupid thing again

my deepest apologies to my friends who had to clear up the mess when i'm in the drunken state, sry to have suan-ed, paiseh for everything i said coz i really dunno what i have said -.-

it was fun to be drunk anyway but the hangover effect is bad

today gonna talk abt the some of my 'frens' at my workplace. lol and the frens are all non-living things.. now u are thinking that im crazy right? lol but im perfectly fine. its just that sometimes during work, it's damn boring so i talk to them (wishing they will reply me) ok first up, the balances. they are my best pals coz i always calibrate them every morning. sometimes the weight they display is abit off and i'll tell them c'mon, its just abit more, u can do it lol. next is the lift. there are 3 lifts there but dunno why everytime i get the same lift.. haha everytime i get into the lift, i will talk to it in my mind, oh hi good morning, its u again. the fren that doesnt fails to brighten my day is the toilet. oh man i gotta tell u, its really clean but not those very high class type, but when u step into it, it looks like its brimming with hope coz the sun is shining at the windows and wow... i gotta take a pic before my attachment ends

damn, i'm starting to miss novartis. the first day i went there with ash and it feels like hell. it really is. 10mins u have to wait for the air sampler to run, collect the plates, put another then wait 10mins again -.-.. ya plus the ninja suit u have to wear.. zzz clean room environment.. but after u do the whole thing, its already 4.30 when i reach the lab, which means rot 1.5 hrs then home. but this week, work damn slack. think i come at 9 then do some sampling and calibrate the balances, the rot until lunch.. lunch come back, do anoter few samples until 3.. then 3 rot till 6 again

anyway i'm gonna rewrite the intro for my story coz i'm gotta change the plot after watching the channel 8 show on sunday 7pm coz my plot is similar -.- damn

today is a special day =)

Happy birthday to my mommy

19 years, she have already taken care of me for such a long time and doesnt expect anything in return. i bet all moms in the world are the same

think im gonna start the story today and i shall call it.. hmm no idea what to call it lol. how abt a 'i just wanna have a simple life'? anyway i'm writing as i think so the plot maybe abit mixed up and my ang moh not really good so people eating alot of potato pls bear with it

part 1: intro
john is a student studying business management in sp. he was brought up in an average-income family with an elder sister. he was quiet in nature as he was the only grandson in his family and he was always sheltered being the youngest in the family, but he wasn't spoilt and he is really honest and sincere.

his results wasn't the best nor he was good, he is just an average student. he nv had a girlfriend as he wasn't confident enough to confess to the girl he like. and one fine day, john had a good chat with his sister as he wasn't sure of what he wants to do in the future. his sister, speaking from experience told him that the first few years of working is just like gambling, where u have to try some bets and find the right bet to place his bet on. this talk resulted john to reflect abt his life, and he told himself that he chose the path and shouldn't regret his choice and this certainly spurred him up

john's best friend, shane was a hyper-energetic guy, always teasing john abt the girl he likes but he was one of the few people john will shre his problems with coz he's a great listener. and shane's birthday was approaching, and john was invited to his party.

john didn't know what to get for shane and in the end, he went to buy a bottle of vodka for him. and during the party on the same day, he met terine. at first john thought she was attractive but he didn't cared much. but after having a few drinks, john was abit tipsy and told shane that terine was beautiful and that's how the story starts.......

to be continued


author's note: eh abit boring coz no conversation -.- will try to put in some in the next part

damn lazy to make the blog skin -.- lol wait for weekends then make.. anyway think im gonna write a story.. so stay tune =)

dammit.. dunno why i deleted my blog.. haha guess i'm just like that, always regret after doing something. nvm and this time i wanna change the blogskin like so hard liao -.-