the 100

the 100th post, with some that were unpublished, and late in the night, after playing pool, and watching euro with cfc and terry

was talking to zr on the lrt and he told me abt life, which made me reflect on my life, my goals, and my direction.. one sentence that i remembered was 'living a good life while not drifting away from ur direction' but how? we all live an easy life that cant be any easier, where the end point is already decided for all of us, and the journey would be more or less the same, but whether it'll be meaningful...

was talking to willy and he pointed out that with most of us getting attached and stuffs, like going into ns, we have lesser time for each other, meaning that the fri night soccer will have lesser people

anyway, it has been a long time since i met cfc and i must definitely say, i miss those days where both of us, with mouse could spent countless hours chatting with each other, gossiping and sharing our troubles.. the last time we did was like 4 years back already

one more day to the departure of my good fren kj, and it certainly was nice meeting u.. if he nv transferred from pierce sec to unity, i would nv have known him.. still remember the days u will chase yl all over the school, skip lessons to go for the bball matches, rko people after recess, the unforgettable moments in the class room with the 6 of us at the back, pythagoras theorem, the countless times we spent beside the merlion, even though u would slp most of the time, dota-ing, hero siege-ing and tower defense-ing to the middle of the night.. too many too many

i dunno what's the feeling i have right now, just dont feel like bathing, slping, just feel like sitting down at my computer table, looking out at the window and do nothing.. not that i'm unhappy or things arent going my way.. these few days have been great, or near perfect and i'm really glad

mime playing on a b/w tv set

imagine a night, with strings of colourful neon lights hanging between metal poles, in an old setting, wooden infrastructure, night hawkers by the roadside, kids playing with bubbles, catching, couples whispering sweet nothings outside the cinema, adults eating with their one of their legs on the chair, but u are suffering from achromatopsia, deaf and dumb.. u stand there looking at everything, feeling all left out but feeling happy looking at everyone enjoying themselves

this scenario, it's perfect

i wanna scrap my com and a bad meeting within my radar once more hah

things happens in a swift movement, sometimes without u realising it..

i wanna play sudoku

“还不错啦，有睡曼多的”。。。。。。。



life's a gamble, or rather, are u gambling ur life away?

i always choose tails and tails came out lol.. i won the bet i guess? but its with myself and its something i want?

hmm

hmm just found out i really like using hmm

nvm anyways a very happy bday to kj =) (ytd) 2 more weeks in sg and u will be off to australia.. made it sky blue to commemorate sky blue day during the pe mondays lol

should have went to esplande with the guys to relive the memories but we went to timah to play lan.. it was still good though and the food we had was like buffet.. order so much

june, 13, friday, 6.13pm
was on the bus 257 playing sudoku while on the way home, got an error but i picked one of the boxes and by chance, it was the wrong (right?) box choosen and i managed to solve the puzzle.. so it wasnt that unlucky after all.. but i still like 13 though

the 15mins story i wrote, didnt bring out the essence of 'late', but nvm

what's the worst it could get, the most is go home suck thumb

and i'm seeing it, but i still cant see

hope it would be a good day

15mins

a story written in 15 mins

mr pete is a typical singaporean, always late for school and meetings even though he stays near.

he had a crush on this girl, whom is in the same class as him. her name was judy

she was a soft-spoken, petite girl with a girl-next door face

in a twist of fate, pete was picked as the class monitor with judy as his assiatant. things changed since then, where they got to know each other more and pete was over the moon

then on this faithful day, pete confessed and judy was hesitant at first, but thinking back what he has done for her, she accepted him (use ur imagination what he did, i only got 15mins lol)

their relationship underwent rough tests, with pete going into the army, and judy going overseas to study

on a certain may, pete decided to go to australia to find judy, as her bday was nearing.. he nearly miss the flight (though unlikely but hey, its narrative)

it was a surprise for judy, and she had her best bday ever, with a romantic dinner by the seaside and some asian delicacies that pete prepared

5 years later, after going through 3 break-ups and getting back together, they were engaged and planning for their 4-room flat and wedding

things went well, or even perfect and it was the day before their wedding, when pete received a call on his mobile while he was on his wheels.. judy met an accident while crossing the traffic to their usual place, where she and pete plan to meet up before their big day

the conversation on the phone went:
nurse: are u mr pete?
pete: yea?
nurse: do u have any idea who is judy?
pete: ya, she's my fiancée
nurse: *lowering voice, i'm sorry to say, but she's met with an accident and is in a serious condition
pete: *shaken, wwwh---what? is this a prank call?
nurse: no, we found her hp and ur number was the last dial, so we thought we could try calling through as she wont pull through tonight
pete: *speechless, where is she now? ...........

............... the conversation went on and on and pete finally reach the ward but he was too late, by 15mins.. seeing judy lying there breathless, all the unforgettable memories flash past and




in life, we may always be late.. sometimes its like we can leave early but due to some circumstance, like u wanna rest abit more, slp abit more, play abit more, it causes u to be late. for moments like this, we do not have a choice, even u want to take a last look at ur love ones

so is it nv too late to realise its too late or its already late and u didnt realise u are late?

we may die tml, maybe during slp, so maybe ask urself, have u done what u always really wanna do? if there's afterlife, would u be there regretting that u didnt do it?

funny mtv but the song is damn nice

i'm scared

wow these few days was exciting.. ranging from the depths of pacific ocean to the side of the moon

thurs
a day to forget, with a snowball of emotions being rolled up since sunday, and plus the 'fabulous' handling of time.. haiz cant help to think so much.. maybe her being angry would make me feel better but

fri
spent the day at home, after reflecting what i did on thurs (i already took the off beforehand though) thought it would be nice to make her feel assured, did some cooking and met her up at night and i'm glad i achieved it.. lol this 2 days like write also nv write like that

sat
reach home at ard 4 the previous night, woke up at 9 and met the rest of the group and we headed to sentosa for 'man'day celebration.. jw, qz and zr went early to set up the suprise for man, while jc and willy went to collect his cake

man was experiencing hangover from the drinks he had, but nonetheless he still made it.. ahaha when we reach siloso beach it was already close to 1 and the rest of them was waiting for us

a bday cake for man, followed by a bday song and the 20 hankerchiefs and the unveiling of FNFC (friday night football club)'s newest signing, seah torres lol

had alot of fun at sentosa, playing soccer and frisbie, and we headed back to vivo for carl's jr. before heading to mind's cafe

too bad the group was too big, and we had to seperate into 2.. but the dinosaur card game was high and i think the whole place was filled with our laughter or noise they would call it -.- the building blocks game was also fun... the games were really nice and the mood was high, to the extend cw did a taiji swing, with vigour and swept the cups and basket onto the floor, with a glass cup lol

then we went to catch nr back home, and on the way to somerset, i got this feeling, just like the night we walked after prom night back in sec 4.. dunno why the feeling just hits me..

got home at 3 and i slept on the sofa....

sun
woke up at 10.40 had a bathe and went to boon lay raja restaurant with my family.. it was the first time, yea the first time i had a meal with my dad, mum and sis on a table together.. the feeling was great.. the food there was really nice but maybe because of my mood that day

then the next stop was commonwealth, and we went to visit my uncle at his stall due to some reasons.. but we didnt managed to taste his food coz we were too full lol.. he's still the same, always drinking and falling aslp when he's drunk.. i think i might be like him in the future -.- omg

then went to meet eliz for dinner at kovan and seriously, the whatnottoeat.blogspot.com should be created sia.. coz the roast duck and pig there really isnt nice, like use sauce to cover the taste only..

some photos...


man with his 20 hankies lol


the headline signing


the soccer gang


us at mind's cafe



the 2 pics i sneak due to my uncooperative dad



my uncle's stall, pls try when u are in the vicinity


ahh my childhood.. there used to be a kindergarden there but now :(


the place i used to play with my frens 10+ years ago


refurnished playground.. no more sand, swing and the 2 triangles that are the hurdle to catching

what a weekend that was.. great, really good weekend though tiring.. tickling my memories while making new ones

if god were to rob my memories, it better not be this year's.. but if he rob other's there may be inter connecting pieces that will make others look jumbled up

so..... i'll keep these beautiful memories, not even one less

and one last thing

happy bday man :)

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