maybe not...anyway its been a long time since i've blogged.. and the same old sentence to start a new post -.-
just some updates.. i'm no more a sea soldier, or a rp for easier understanding.. now i'm the sea rp, doing checks in the sea rather than those usual checks.. and for simplest understanding I DO NOT HAVE TO CHECK ENTRY PASSES AND VEHICLES ANYMORE
being switched from a platoon which was doing mundane 'chores' to the rhibs team, it really have changed.. no more long working hours, irregular shifts and of course redundant standby activities.. just enjoying life all the while but the 'chores' still cannot be compromised
so what is the purpose of writing when i have nothing better to write.. of course there's an tiny stone in the way and i definitely have to pick it up
being in the team, life is so good.. however people doesnt appreciate the life we have.. not the other platoon, but my team themselves..i wouldnt say all of them, but its most of them... always asking for more off days and privileges that our sir try to accommodate as to compensate the 2 weekends we burn every month..constantly whining that we do not have enough off days, why the other platoon got more benefits than us, it is unfair for us to be punish for certain conducts and so forth..its ridiculous.. maybe i've gone through those 'darker' days that's why i find these whiningssss outrageous
there's something that irked me even more but i dont want to discuss it here
so maybe its time for some wine for them but.....
look who's whining now
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
it's been a long time
it really has been and doubt it'll carry on after meeting my frens that i used to play bball with during my younger days..
ever since sec 4, i've started to play bball with my sch buddies in sch till late evening and rarely been to the basketball court that is my usual hangout place, the friends that i've made have slowly drifted away, just like some casualties stucked in the middle of the ocean on a floating platform; a crack appears and split up the group into 2..but when back ashore these people who were stranded in the ocean comes back as a group, stronger as if a bond is forged overnight..and now i feel like i'm back ashore (maybe not completely - i still have many missing platforms!!)
no doubt everybody have their own commitment, however busy we are, we still try to take some time out for our friends
people comes and goes, but your friends, stays with u throughout ur life
ever since sec 4, i've started to play bball with my sch buddies in sch till late evening and rarely been to the basketball court that is my usual hangout place, the friends that i've made have slowly drifted away, just like some casualties stucked in the middle of the ocean on a floating platform; a crack appears and split up the group into 2..but when back ashore these people who were stranded in the ocean comes back as a group, stronger as if a bond is forged overnight..and now i feel like i'm back ashore (maybe not completely - i still have many missing platforms!!)
no doubt everybody have their own commitment, however busy we are, we still try to take some time out for our friends
people comes and goes, but your friends, stays with u throughout ur life
Thursday, May 21, 2009
my passion: ? what's urs?
life's been not so right for this few months, but who can i blame except for myself
anyway finally started duty and still unused to the cycle, 7 days of duty and 7 days of 8-5 damn sian.. and sometimes the failure to achieve something, like u've already done ur best and u are destined to reach ur goal but due to some complications, u arent allowed to..it sucks
anyway was talking to this nsmen abt stocks investment and he told me something, let's say u are an engineer, or maybe a scientist, u made this product, u convince urself that its the best in its range, however, the product was deemed 'unmarketable' by the salesman, and he refuse to sell ur product, and in the end u are a poor man..what i'm trying to say is that no matter how good u are as a scientist, the product u make may be awesome, but whether it sells still boils down to the demand of the masses
and this question have been bugging me for days.. what's my passion? i really dont know what i enjoy doing, like every book out i will spend my time with my frens, gf and at home and 80% of the time i'm rotting.. playing soccer is a gathering with my frens, dont enjoy singing, watching any shows (i'm serious, i havent finish watching any movies on my com) i can only watch them fully on tv and the big screen..it's like nothing interest me
its rather sad, isnt it?
anyway finally started duty and still unused to the cycle, 7 days of duty and 7 days of 8-5 damn sian.. and sometimes the failure to achieve something, like u've already done ur best and u are destined to reach ur goal but due to some complications, u arent allowed to..it sucks
anyway was talking to this nsmen abt stocks investment and he told me something, let's say u are an engineer, or maybe a scientist, u made this product, u convince urself that its the best in its range, however, the product was deemed 'unmarketable' by the salesman, and he refuse to sell ur product, and in the end u are a poor man..what i'm trying to say is that no matter how good u are as a scientist, the product u make may be awesome, but whether it sells still boils down to the demand of the masses
and this question have been bugging me for days.. what's my passion? i really dont know what i enjoy doing, like every book out i will spend my time with my frens, gf and at home and 80% of the time i'm rotting.. playing soccer is a gathering with my frens, dont enjoy singing, watching any shows (i'm serious, i havent finish watching any movies on my com) i can only watch them fully on tv and the big screen..it's like nothing interest me
its rather sad, isnt it?
Sunday, March 8, 2009
does it matter now?
woah another week has gone by, 2 more weeks and its poc.. finally going to pass out.. though the course was tough, but the times we shared tgt was really unforgettable, and it's definitely better than that in ndu.. smaller sections or i mean we were split up into sections where i dont even know what section means in ndu.. and the bunks were bigger too lol and having so many different personalities in my bunk certainly makes life worthwhile.. my buddy, neo, lol they call him metro coz he's really a bitch :p but he damn nice la and he has cool dance moves ^^ of course the chao geng ones too jason and vincent everytime book in sure get attd c one.. oh ho how abt mohan the indian guy in my bunk, the most interesting one of all.. lol he spends every weekend of his, erm this is up to u to guess.. and he even went to the extent of calling an escort for ytd chalet coz he cant find any dates to accompany him as he's from boy's sch since secondary *jaws dropped* ahaha and tai peng, having the most unique voice in the cohort, his voice is deeper than me sia and he very blurr one, very funny guy also
but sometimes the feeling of this kind of sian-ness just gets into u especially during bookouts.. i cant recall any bookouts that i felt happy before, everything has to be rushed, i rather take my time and let them confine me
outing with peeps was fun, ytd's chalet also, making me realise there are some small things in life, that is more impt than alot of bigger things out there
ytd while on my way home, i saw a drunken man on the bus, who i dont think he's conscious.. he sat on the seat, then the driver made a turn and pom, his head hits the floor, but luckily no injuries..
it leads me to this: does drinking brings u to another world? or does it solve any of ur problems? lol it only creates more problem.. and i doubt i will be drinking like i used to
and walking back home from cck to ut, the stretch of road i would walk after 'camping' at that block a few years ago, only a new shopping mall is visible and the bball court at kps is changed to a soccer field, nth really changed, except the man that the moonlight had shone on
life was so easy that time, basically wasting everyday where i still regret now.. ha when would i become like all the people ard me, whom possess intellect which seems greater than mine
sometimes i really misses the time in sec sch, where i would share stuffs with shawn, yl, mouse, fc.. but really, does all these matter now?
but sometimes the feeling of this kind of sian-ness just gets into u especially during bookouts.. i cant recall any bookouts that i felt happy before, everything has to be rushed, i rather take my time and let them confine me
outing with peeps was fun, ytd's chalet also, making me realise there are some small things in life, that is more impt than alot of bigger things out there
ytd while on my way home, i saw a drunken man on the bus, who i dont think he's conscious.. he sat on the seat, then the driver made a turn and pom, his head hits the floor, but luckily no injuries..
it leads me to this: does drinking brings u to another world? or does it solve any of ur problems? lol it only creates more problem.. and i doubt i will be drinking like i used to
and walking back home from cck to ut, the stretch of road i would walk after 'camping' at that block a few years ago, only a new shopping mall is visible and the bball court at kps is changed to a soccer field, nth really changed, except the man that the moonlight had shone on
life was so easy that time, basically wasting everyday where i still regret now.. ha when would i become like all the people ard me, whom possess intellect which seems greater than mine
sometimes i really misses the time in sec sch, where i would share stuffs with shawn, yl, mouse, fc.. but really, does all these matter now?
Sunday, March 1, 2009
not a fighter
finally got my gold for ippt last week, wasnt that easy, but not that difficult too..it's all in the mind really
sounded out to sgt shaun that i wanna go to the leaders course but he said i'm too quiet.. and lok wei told me if i really wanna be a leader i really have to present myself, and kb more.. and he said 'either u want to be urself, or excel, choose one'
guess i'm just liddat.. still the same, what's being a person to me, maybe i'll just be forgotten in years to come.. maybe the impression that i've left isnt significant afterall
what vincent told me was really right, since i've already expressed my interest, i should do more.. not like those things i do in the bunk during standby, he says i do alot of things, positive abt everything and what i lack was a chance to prove myself
haha i beg to differ.. i'm not a fighter, but rather a sucker.. i suck everything up.. kenna fuck, lan lan suck it up.. tear gas chamber already suffering like mad but was the last to go out the chamber still suck it up.. kenna posted to changi which i originally should be attach and i've already suck-ed it up
ytd while waiting for the shuttle bus to tanah merah at changi.. the bus driver stopped and while i was walking towards it, the door started to close and the bus drove off.. i see liao damn sian but still i cant do anything abt it
maybe one day there's another variable appearing in the equation which has only space for 2, i might just become a fighter
sounded out to sgt shaun that i wanna go to the leaders course but he said i'm too quiet.. and lok wei told me if i really wanna be a leader i really have to present myself, and kb more.. and he said 'either u want to be urself, or excel, choose one'
guess i'm just liddat.. still the same, what's being a person to me, maybe i'll just be forgotten in years to come.. maybe the impression that i've left isnt significant afterall
what vincent told me was really right, since i've already expressed my interest, i should do more.. not like those things i do in the bunk during standby, he says i do alot of things, positive abt everything and what i lack was a chance to prove myself
haha i beg to differ.. i'm not a fighter, but rather a sucker.. i suck everything up.. kenna fuck, lan lan suck it up.. tear gas chamber already suffering like mad but was the last to go out the chamber still suck it up.. kenna posted to changi which i originally should be attach and i've already suck-ed it up
ytd while waiting for the shuttle bus to tanah merah at changi.. the bus driver stopped and while i was walking towards it, the door started to close and the bus drove off.. i see liao damn sian but still i cant do anything abt it
maybe one day there's another variable appearing in the equation which has only space for 2, i might just become a fighter
Sunday, February 1, 2009
what a week :s
a bizarre one of course.. maybe not the first few days of new year..
new year this year was ok.. only left home at ard 5 plus and its the late-est since i was a kid that i reached my grandma's place
then weird things started on tuesday night, on the way to tanah merah.. on the train there was this guy getting off his seat then he dropped his orange.. i picked up for him then he started talking to me.. telling me not to awol from army.. then he continued saying he just came out of prison, as he stole vehicles, hps and some other shit stuffs
then came fri.. where i was at home then the cover of my light fell off, breaking into pieces.. sian its like a second spring cleaning i did in 7 days zzzzzz lucky i wasnt in the room when it happened
then ytd.. took the train home from amk.. didnt know the train is terminating at yishun coz it showed jurong east when i saw it at the monitor at the gantry.. then i alighted at yck to wait for the next train.. there was this guy, bluno.. who approached me.. at first i thought he was looking for the girl sitting on the next bench coz he went pass me, then i continued to play my tetris then out of a sudden he came up to me.. saying he's from some modelling agency shit blah blah.. but he's quite handsome, and ghey at the same time :/
this sums up for my very weird week
new year this year was ok.. only left home at ard 5 plus and its the late-est since i was a kid that i reached my grandma's place
then weird things started on tuesday night, on the way to tanah merah.. on the train there was this guy getting off his seat then he dropped his orange.. i picked up for him then he started talking to me.. telling me not to awol from army.. then he continued saying he just came out of prison, as he stole vehicles, hps and some other shit stuffs
then came fri.. where i was at home then the cover of my light fell off, breaking into pieces.. sian its like a second spring cleaning i did in 7 days zzzzzz lucky i wasnt in the room when it happened
then ytd.. took the train home from amk.. didnt know the train is terminating at yishun coz it showed jurong east when i saw it at the monitor at the gantry.. then i alighted at yck to wait for the next train.. there was this guy, bluno.. who approached me.. at first i thought he was looking for the girl sitting on the next bench coz he went pass me, then i continued to play my tetris then out of a sudden he came up to me.. saying he's from some modelling agency shit blah blah.. but he's quite handsome, and ghey at the same time :/
this sums up for my very weird week
Sunday, January 18, 2009
a post
and i hope it would be a good one
many days passed by, and posts followed. many of which are just whining abt army, and probably the next few would also be. being in a f*cked up camp, with unreseanable regimentation, out of the world discipline, certainly makes life sucky.
in my opinion, the course that i'm doing is much tougher than ndu, physically it's nothing much but the regimentation.. not tough but is sian
nvm abt that. wanted to tell a story of a deaf and mute man and his father. ever since he was brought into this world, maybe 'the creator' rob him of his ability of speech, his dad nv gave up on him, raising him up till now.. it wasnt easy but they did it and they shared this special bond, perhaps no one could understand
until one day his dad fell ill, he was worried, and seeing him staying with his dad in the hospital, visiting him everyday.. couldnt even hear the news whether his dad is fine, he could only wait for the day his dad stand up on his foot
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21 soon and growing responsibilities piling on my shoulders, many decisions to make, and i've already thought of some, and certain sacrifices to make
so does one make a decision thinking he only has one life to live or to make a sensible decison? i want to live this way but the other way is the 'right' one
so what if u made a wrong decision? u still gotta live with it though doing a reverse is an option but it would take a long time
ahahahahaha
many days passed by, and posts followed. many of which are just whining abt army, and probably the next few would also be. being in a f*cked up camp, with unreseanable regimentation, out of the world discipline, certainly makes life sucky.
in my opinion, the course that i'm doing is much tougher than ndu, physically it's nothing much but the regimentation.. not tough but is sian
nvm abt that. wanted to tell a story of a deaf and mute man and his father. ever since he was brought into this world, maybe 'the creator' rob him of his ability of speech, his dad nv gave up on him, raising him up till now.. it wasnt easy but they did it and they shared this special bond, perhaps no one could understand
until one day his dad fell ill, he was worried, and seeing him staying with his dad in the hospital, visiting him everyday.. couldnt even hear the news whether his dad is fine, he could only wait for the day his dad stand up on his foot
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21 soon and growing responsibilities piling on my shoulders, many decisions to make, and i've already thought of some, and certain sacrifices to make
so does one make a decision thinking he only has one life to live or to make a sensible decison? i want to live this way but the other way is the 'right' one
so what if u made a wrong decision? u still gotta live with it though doing a reverse is an option but it would take a long time
ahahahahaha
Sunday, January 4, 2009
2009
woo the first post for the year of ox.. haiyo reading back all my older posts, my stye of writing changed so much, becoming more and more grumpy, maybe is affected by someone :x
hai so sway fell sick on the 3rd day of the year, now feeling so terrible but still got the strength to blog :/ coz slp also slp le, eat also ate le, watch tv also no show.. what to do?
the year of 2008 sure is good, thinking back lady luck was really smiling at me, and now there's a lady smiling at me.. and just now there's a lady that came to my place and i was smiling :)
argh so looking forward to next week, hopefully the sick bug will leave me alone !@#$%^&
(archive)
breakthrough artist of the year:
tied with 393 votes from me, these 2 artists shook the world
first up is benji hughes, abit of folk, blues rock i will call it, this guy spent few weeks of my life looking for his songs, to the extend that i almost bought his songs on itunes.. but in the end i got his album on some chinese website but doesnt have the song that i was looking for!!
next is yoga lin, he rocks my world after i heard his shen mi jia bing at kbox.. after which the files, out of nowhere appeared in a folder named 'sharing'
watch the first season of the xing guang after that and certainly this guy got talent
ok next is comeback artist of the year
this award goes to j mraz.. the latest albums, i cant find anything bad to say abt it.. all the songs were damn nice, the first single, i'm yours though i dont really like it.. if u havent heard his album, i would recommend the first song, live high and if it kills me
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things
and ya the band of the year goes to... urm i also dunno who it should go to.. with so many good bands around maybe secondhand serenade deserves it? emo rock band with the hit fall for you.. cb who wont fall for them?
cover song of the year: david cook always be my baby
if he sings it to me i will be his baby that time my fren in camp sang this while playing his guitar, he look so different than his usual self -_-"
yea that's all for 2008 maybe there's more
cheers
hai so sway fell sick on the 3rd day of the year, now feeling so terrible but still got the strength to blog :/ coz slp also slp le, eat also ate le, watch tv also no show.. what to do?
the year of 2008 sure is good, thinking back lady luck was really smiling at me, and now there's a lady smiling at me.. and just now there's a lady that came to my place and i was smiling :)
argh so looking forward to next week, hopefully the sick bug will leave me alone !@#$%^&
(archive)
breakthrough artist of the year:
tied with 393 votes from me, these 2 artists shook the world
first up is benji hughes, abit of folk, blues rock i will call it, this guy spent few weeks of my life looking for his songs, to the extend that i almost bought his songs on itunes.. but in the end i got his album on some chinese website but doesnt have the song that i was looking for!!
next is yoga lin, he rocks my world after i heard his shen mi jia bing at kbox.. after which the files, out of nowhere appeared in a folder named 'sharing'
watch the first season of the xing guang after that and certainly this guy got talent
ok next is comeback artist of the year
this award goes to j mraz.. the latest albums, i cant find anything bad to say abt it.. all the songs were damn nice, the first single, i'm yours though i dont really like it.. if u havent heard his album, i would recommend the first song, live high and if it kills me
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things
and ya the band of the year goes to... urm i also dunno who it should go to.. with so many good bands around maybe secondhand serenade deserves it? emo rock band with the hit fall for you.. cb who wont fall for them?
cover song of the year: david cook always be my baby
if he sings it to me i will be his baby that time my fren in camp sang this while playing his guitar, he look so different than his usual self -_-"
yea that's all for 2008 maybe there's more
cheers
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