a horrific accident happened in camp this week, while we were playing bball.. a friendly game ended up a tragedy, with the prize of winning so meagre but the price to pay is way too much..

a hard knock on the mounting step of the pull up bar, on the cheeks, with exposed teeth and dislocated jaws and a pool of red.. a loud cry signals bad omen, a decision to play in the other court was a wrong one..

the scene keeps replaying, but why must it happen?

i wonder how his parents would feel, his gf and loved ones with us, being frens are already affected

an old song but quite nice leh

finally, my com is back.. and alot of things have happened during this period.. and on thurs, i was deemed unsuitable for the physical conditioning phase, and now i'm out of the diver's course.. lol really stucked as a navy personnel..

water confidence isnt something that u can gain overnight, not even in 3 months.. unless u really swim everyday.. thinking of which, i'm quite relieved that i dont need to do this.. there's more to that and certainly if u are not comfortable in the water, u will suffer

nvm abt that, wanted to write something for a long time but didnt had the chance.. which is respect.. people are treated or given respect by impression, some people just makes u wanna respect them, and some just dont make u feel they deserve to.. but after some time, most of the people from the first group will find it hard to maintain the level of respect they deserve, or rather do something that may make u lose respect to them.. some on the other hand, gives u a bad impression but their attitude and sincerity makes u feel they are actually nice people..

people are born with 'gifts', some just naturally have it, others undiscovered, so dont judge people by its cover..

anyway these 14 weeks of ptp and bmt has been very fun, including the hammering sessions and the people i've known.. a disappointment to be unable to carry on the training, but all the best ya.. they always say diver's bmt is tougher than other units, but i beg to differ, listeining to the stories from my frens, i think we are doing the same stuffs, or even much lesser.. maybe the 400 jumping jacks are worth mentioning lol

very disorganized, just lilke my com table :|

long time since i blogged and i'm still here with my sis com.. haiz my com is already dead now and need to get a new one.. but unlikely there's any time

got many things on today; a farewell party for instructor benni, soccer with peeps and a bday celebration for wj's bday.. but i'm gonna miss them all.. thought i'd go and get the mobo with the processor and ram today, nvm next week then

training is tiring as usual, and the instructors have up-ed the level of training, carrying our full battle order ard during training, and yes including running to have our chow everyday, going to the pool, marching back to the cabin...

dont even feel like getting a decent com, coz i really got nothing to do when i get home, maybe playing some games and surfing the net would be good enough..

sometimes i wonder what a blog is for, when someone is talking abt their life, and people reading dont know the other party, what's the reason for reading? but it is fun though, writing down what u want others to know -.-

and happy 1 year old, mr. blog

that is the most deadly..

every weekends is bookout, the last one, the one now and the next one.. luck certainly isnt by my side recently with my com spoilt, hp spoilt, living room tv also.. now my room no tv, moved out, no entertainment.. then just now went back to sch swim, wanted to buy chips.. then the packet stucked.. wanted to buy another, but no more coins.. nvm just that i'm unlucky

this week spent swimming, going to beach road to shop for stuffs and celebrating cw's bday.. a long day for me, but alot of unfinished business

last weekend i went to play soccer with mates, and it was a wrong decision, i can play with them every now and then, but the time i can spend with liz is really limited. but who can turn back time?

quite disappointed with alot of things, especially myself, not holding my things properly, not making sensible decisions and not doing enough.. being tired is not a reason, rather an excuse to get urself out of alot of things.. side track abit - while i'm typing here right now, the dl speed of this substitute com is 3kb per sec.. ahahaha

i miss alot of things, my com, songs, my bookmarks and the one i miss most is

lol if i were to do it abit earlier, i guess it would have been so much better but i did it nonetheless.. the future seems so unclear, but however unclear i still have to go on

i'm a navy personnel, just like a clerk, but i will not just be a clerk.. until i'm not a clerk, then will be the day, where my freedom will be like a bird released from its cage..

there are just 7 sins, guess the most deadly one, for me it may be that but for others it may not.. so just keep guessing

the longer u live, the more commitment u have.. before army, i was basically spending every weekend with liz and earlier, i was rotting with my frens and even earlier, it was the same.. there was once i just spend every weekend playing basketball

now, weekend is so precious, i only have 2 days, sometimes just one.. now i have liz, army frens, sec school frens and family to spend with.. really quite tired after such hectic schedule waking up at 5 every morning and slping at 12 every night.. weekends should be resting right?

and blady hell my com just spoilt and it certainly dampens my mood. soccer with mates this morning and reach home at ard 5.30.. was supposed to meet liz but just to tired to, with the flu coming in, i just feel like slping at home but she seldom have the time to go out also, but its already so late.. if u were me, will u go?

if only bk out was 3 days and more then i would have time to meet up with everyone i want to, get the rest that i deserve and fucking bring my com to repair

but i've got something else to bring up.. talking with doing anything, then what's the point of even bringing it up lol..

2 years before i can go back to that kind of life, spending my weekends with liz, talking with my sis every night, soccer every fri and eating the delicious meals my mama make

and pls, dont let it be that the hard disk is spoilt

that day, when i overheard weijie talking with wee kiat, i found out he was from the same course as kj... then fri night on the way home, i found out choon lai was also from the same course

then mouse was talking to me just now, he say he same platoon as nantha, dan and alec.. that makes mouse, jy, jc, dan, alec and nantha from the same platoon

there's more to come, i guess

lol training has been usual, still quite relac but i doubt this will last long, coz the bmt guys are coming in already.. hai if i go tekong good sia, 2 more days then pop, can break for 2 weeks

so many things happen during my stay in army, especially the end of the transfer window.. berba to man u, swp and robinho to man city.. even my fm dont have this kind of transfer -.-

bao cheng
new town pri
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