i just...

if u have heroin now, would u prefer it to be in liquid form where u can inject directly into ur bloodstream or do u wan to take it in a oral capsule form

i would choose the first method where it bypasses the digestive system and has a faster onset of the drug... lol sounds so drug d

i really need something to keep my mind occupied.. are u that type of person that would share ur troubles or rather keep things to urself?

imagine everyday u wake up with the same dream, while u were crossing the road, there was this truck that lost control and bang into u, and suddenly ur whole life flash past ur eyes for that moment and for the next, u realise u are awake.. and regret abt the things that went wrong in ur life but they are within ur control.. and u live ur day trying to make it good.. cool uh?

these 3 days have been hard, i really need some _ _ _ _ anyone like to buy a vowel? no prizes for guessing

i really dont know, i really dont :(

late at night

so late already, but dont feel like slping

finally warm-ed up my taste buds ytd at jp with a bowl of tom yam noodles.. it wasnt that good and i'm still craving for more tom yam.. talking abt food and i'm feally hungry now

lol what is this kind of feeling? i dont even know it myself

sometimes, i reflect upon my actions and seriously, i think my determination is close to the other end of the scale

sooo looking forward to this thurs, and weekends, with 3 days packed with activities, this should be the kind of life before ns :) however dont get my hopes too high later the plan is meet liao then say


dunno why addicted to this song -.- but really into slow music these days

tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam tom yam

stroll down memory lane

seldom will do this kind of post and i'm gonna do it today

some pics that i went through in my folders and they certainly brings back memories



ahh unity, a school that i spent 4 years.. the place where many friendships are forged.. still misses the long hours of lessons, the soccer and basketball after school, playing raw deal in school.. ahaha those were good memories



this is miss chua, my math teacher for 3 years and form teacher for 2, dont look at her skinny skinny but she's got a lot of respect from us.. not fierce but VERY naggy and i'm sure all my friends would have agreed.. if there's 2 reasons for us to go back to school every teachers day, one would be soccer and the other would be her



weee the friday night soccer team without a few of them, soccer- what a wonderful thing, it keeps us going, i mean the friendship.. wonder how it would be like when most of us go into ns



ahaha 4 rotters and with them, i spend countless weekends at esplande rotting, sometimes with special guest appearance.. still wonder how the hell we take it sia.. out of the 52 weekends, think we made at least 35 trips to city hall o.o now that's a record



this pic, i guess its the one with almost all of them but still a few that are not in it.. the many bday celebrations for many people, are all good memories for the bday boys



lol a class photo with my poly mates taken during orientation, many have changed, i mean appearance and definitely one thing have changed, which is our friendship and looking at that pic, i cant even recall i did took it



a class photo that we took in year 2, with our mentor mr koh and future mentor mr michael.. ahaha comparing with the last pic the hairstyle of many have changed



haiz i dont have any class photo in year 3... but this is an outing with some of them to eski bar and we sure are a bunch of alcoholics



tioman, ah tioman, 3 days there with peeps and sure it was hell load of fun.. still misses the sun there and the lifestyle.. next time if i got my diver cert then we go again k?



putting this pic up without permission is bad u know? making her debut, my gf.. aiyo dunno how to talk abt her -.- like oh this is my beautiful gf, check out our matching.. er eyebrows?



my dad and mum, lol asking my dad to take a pic is sure a hard thing.. he doesnt show his affection but i know deep down he loves my mum alot, always fetching her from work when he is able to

and lastly, a pleasant 19 years journey and thanks alot for the laughters that we've shared, the scolding from our teachers, some 叛逆 stuffs that we did, long hours of proj, playing games through the middle of the night, jj almost every weekends, drinking till we get drunk... many many things..

thanks

i really wish there was a time machine :(

old

finally, graduated from nyp after 3 years.. it wasnt long nor short, but time sure flies.. it just feels like a few moments ago when i met my classmates for the first time and it feels like i've not met them for ages since the last time i met them

20, guess most of us will be turning this year with a big 2 infront, seems like many decisions have to be made

many things have changed, but many still remains the same, so do u feel like who u are 3 years ago? guess should be somewhat the same except the mustache growing out

when u wake up in the morning, how do u feel? thank a million for giving me another day? wtf wake up so early, wish the sun doesnt rise? sian today dunno how to rot my time?

nvm what's right or wrong? following ur heart? does it necessary means u are doing the right thing? but not doing what u want is wrong too?

go ahead


a superb song

how would life be during ns?

finally, i got my enlistment letter and the 2 highlighted parts were 13 aug 08 and ndu

oh man, how great, the silver for the napfa wasnt valid for the exemption of physical training, and even need to serve extra one month.. zzz but it may be good coz i havent really trained much for these past months

haiz talking abt going into ns, many things would change. of course freedom, where u'll lose it all, waiting for the day u get the pink ic back

new frens, who will eventually become buddies, buddies from sec school, buddies from poly, ur family and ur own life, are the people or things u wanna do for the 2 days break.. how to allocate the time

seriously, now i see the importance of time, it never fails to fascinate me, where its always moving forward, no matter how hard u try to pull the minute finger, the time wont change, it only displays a slower time. just like fooling urself

if someone invents a time machine... guess its stupid to think abt it.. but with the increase in the pace of life, time seems to move slower, where more things can be accomplished in a same period of time

time is still the limiting factor :(

lame with u, parting, speculate

ok got to note down what i want to blog coz if i dont i'd probably forget it

work was hectic and i almost got no time for myself and more importantly...

nvm today was the last day for choon hwee and edwin and it'll be a loss for chao's team.. 2 less people to joke and work tgt.. a chanced encounter, but it's nice to have met u guys, though they would probably not read it lol.. and choon hwee u my idol sia, how did u managed to get that for gp?!

anyway when someone of a different sex is willing to be lame with u, it may show something good, but we should not speculate lol another thing i wanna talk abt

speculating is good, but if u are pessimistic, too much of it will lead to u being emotional so we should avoid emo songs and listen to some with the dance feel

learnt a few new words ytd and gotta add them to my vocabulary, english english english

a nice song with a dance feel woot

how many times?

zzz today was a bad day, haiz nvm that wasnt abt the work though

haiz how many times did i open teamtalk's page? i also dont know.. my com is like useless now, only for dl-ing purposes, eh not so much now also, games --> u kidding me? and chatting (large part of it) so if when i dont feel like chatting, i will visit teamtalk at least 5 times and i did today

if there is a machine where u can save some part of ur free time and used it during sometime u need it, it would be good [dont know whether it is repeated]

is this called tired?

:(

happy belated bday to jun wei ^^

wee today went to celebrate jw bday at batok with 10 other people, jc, kj, man, qf, qz, tris, weekee, weelee, y2k, zy

ate alot and had a great time with them, havent saw some of them for a very long time.. and all of them receive their enlistment letter le except me T.T

haiz if only i can do a kage bunshin, then i can be at 2 different places at one time.. just for 2 days also can.. if only i can work half day everyday or gimme more time (again)

anyway today was chatting with edwin and chun wee and the time machine topic came up.. so if u have a time machine, what will u do.. ahaha i will go back to 4 years ago to relive my bday again.. once more

don't regret the things u did, but rather regret the things u not did

alcohol

just had a small cup of martell with vodka and suddenly wondering whether alcohol really taste that good? why people drink.. i always thought to myself that drink when u are happy, but not the other.. maybe they are just afraid of the reality, trying to run away from all the problems

maybe i'll take all the problems as challenge and take them down like how the rock does the rock bottom -.-

anyway today was spent meaningfully with man, qf, qz, sy, tris, zr and zy to klp and tiong bahru.. i must say the lor mee at tb is really nice la.. must try man, eat and u will get addicted to it.. the pau also not bad ar but they nv sell the trademark xlb hehe

wah use alot of short forms

dammit this song will make u cry

finally and eventually

2 words of roughly the same meaning, but used on different context.. u use finally when u anticipate something with excitement and it happens after a long wait.. eventually, used when u dont feel like doing something but u have to do it hah

life's short and we will die eventually or should i say finally?

labour day

wow 2 days of leave makes me feel so great.. and ytd was a good day except there were too many people >.< next time go engineer a virus to kill half of singapore's population (lol) but if i'm in the suay portion then... suay lor

anyway this period of time, where we have graduated from poly and waiting for NS, uni and some working, will be the time where its the hardest to go through.. working is still alright, coz ur mind will be on other things, but still all the emotion sets in.. the other 2 categories and not working, will have alot of free time to let their mind wander.. unhealthy, isnt it?

anyway i hope this time will be great coz when i go inside ns, everything would be different, but so far, i think its still perfect

but how we define perfect, there's no standard to compare with like doing experiments. and can something be perfect.. ooo great i found another word i dont like -.- lol reminds me of the feel-er, look-er and try-er from zr's blog

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reciprocate- when u do something do u want anything in return? yea sometimes u do but there are times u do things and u dont understand why u did it, and not asking for anything in return