i'm sry, but you are boring me and u are pretty naggy

omg the moment has come.. the moment i've been waiting for, the moment of inspiration to blog... really damn long sia but this time, with the help of someone, and of course a few encounters, i came out with a few topics that's worth blogging

anyways, life is pretty much the same, boring i'd say. and i've started this accounting job.. more of data entry and the pay is pathetic but who cares? i'm broke to begin with lol.. but its really a good experience, where it's so much different from doing science, laboratory work, where the time is wasted in between... whereas the office environment, the people are so objective, i dont see the time for them to share, chit chat abt their own stuffs, and bitch abt anything.... kinda boring u see so for those doing science and having second thoughts abt it, u might wanna take this as something good for ur consideration

ok, i can get into the topic already..

imagine this fine day, u meet this person, she's (imagine a he if u're a lady) super beautiful, understanding and possessing all the attributes of a good gf.. however, she love u alot, to the extent of getting jealous over the smallest thing in the world...

and yes, i'm talking abt having too much strength is a weakness. too much of something is really just too much, imagine u are super funny, being funny too much will make people think that u are a joke or rather too nonchalant in life.. too clever and people will think that u're a geek

i mean ya there are some things that's nv too much, money might be one of them, but bear in mind, money is the root of all evil. it might not be too much for u, but how abt the next generation? what will they do to vie over ur assets?

and u always hear ur parents or close friends reminding u this and that, and they always say the same thing.... and they'll become naggy... but afterall they say it for ur own good, and they only think the best for u

and that brings me to my second point, where it's the best for u....

parents always do things that's the best for u.. and they scared this, scared that, scared their child dont get the best, give them tuition, no apple, buy iphone for them, teacher scold, complain moe... army no mommy, give u money, buy psp

ok maybe it's not the best for u when parents are becoming more and more protective... look how our way of teaching then and now, in the past, i think using the ruler to hit the back of the hands as a punishment is nothing, but i doubt u can see the same thing now (correct me if i'm wrong, coz i dont have children)

so u are saying that the little kids in sg are getting a halo on their head? and they are not mischievious? they dont make mistakes? or is it the parents are driving the education system to be like that?

army in the past, is ten times worst that mine, but mine will be the past in the future... so what holds for the future kids i wont know..

so in the future, pls let me have an angel child, a devil in angel suit will also do

negativity

and the crying is for you, u use tissue like free, and the world is being filled, with our negativity

anyway there's something bugging me right now.. savage garden's i knew i loved u.. it goes i knew i loved u before i met you, i think i dreamt u into life... wtf its the worst lyrics man. kudos to them for making it a big hit

ok lets get to today's lecture proper... math in love.... yes i'll say again, math in love

god what are u thinking?? what the hell what math and what love? u mean math is in love?

no no no.. i'm saying math, in love, applying math in love, the role of math in love or what not

let's take a look at math, u see, when positive (+ve) is multiplied by positive (+ve), u get a positive result :D

but when negative (-ve) is multiplied with positive (+ve) it gives u a negative result :(

and when negative (-ve) is multiplied with negative (-ve) its a positive result :)

but that not what happens in love...

ok case one is the only phenomenom that's likely to happen but not case two and three

u see, i belive that when one of the partner is negative (-ve), he/she can still be influenced by the positive (+ve) partner to become a positive

and when both are negative, how can there be a positive result?

sooooo how can u channel this negative energy into a positive? answer is....................



I DON"T KNOW



but i'm sure if u add in some chemistry and biology and a pinch of salt, u'll get something like

2 x Chemistry + 1 x Biology + A pinch of salt = BOOM

tadaaaa and there u have it



yes the morning is for u, yes the air is free, yes the world spins for u, and your positivity

PS: tissue is not free

sowing the seeds

oh man, can u believe it? i'm actually using my phone to blog! Lol this nokia 2323 rocks man

anyways am in camp right now, yea spent my bday in camp, a rather peaceful one coz nobody knew abt it. However, finally found someone with the same birthdate with me...

Shit cant get into the usual mood of blogging coz of the phone factor, and this is pretty much how i communicate using my phone

anyway imagine a scenario, where an athlete puts in all his effort, trying to win the competition, however, he falls short of the standard....

Do u think talent plays a large role in this case? This athlete may put in double or triple the effort as compared to a talented athlete, but the outcome might still be against him

so do u really think u'll get what u sow?

However, the athlete might give him/her self a realistic goal, or maybe for someone who suck in math, setting a goal like to pass the test or something, could be like a genius setting a full mark for himself

however, there are some things that u dont get what u sow. Imagine this person that u detest...and out of a sudden, he/she develops a fondness for u, and put in every effort to please u, make u happy blah blah, and in the end, he/she might not get what they sow

however, if u are letting this leading u to think "oh ya, that happened to me before" with a gloom face then i'd say, what's the ultimate motive for putting in ur effort? To please the person? to satisfy ur need of physical contact? To fill up the emptiness of that broken heart? I dont know but

but if the effort u are putting in is to make that particular person happy, u should have reap ur harvest be it who's bringing him/her the happiness

may the best team win

world cup is finally coming to an end, its a waste germany couldnt manage to get in the finals, but credit to the young team who have won the third place

missed alot of the 2.30am matches, coz it's too late lol

nevertheless, bc's starting 11 in the world cup squad:

GK- Manuel Neuer
Damn this keeper, he dives full stretch, fast to react, even nearly getting his hands on super puyol header

LB- Ashley Cole
At first, i thought he'd be the only english player to make it to the squad, but i suddenly rembed someone else. No nonsence left back, supporting the left side of the england midfield, and solid at the back

RB- Sergio Ramos
Woah, impressive. First time seeing him play. He's just like an upgraded version of right ashley cole

CB- John Terry
WTF?! JT for the squad, nvm him screwing his bf's gf look what he did against slovenia


And I'll forgive him for screwing his bf's gf =)

CB- Carlos Puyol
So what people thinks I'm ugly, I brought spain to the finals. Come on, look at that header, no one to blame, only the the bravery of my puyol. (He looks like paul btw)

LM- Lukas Podolski
Wasteful finisher, but made up by his tireless runs, and the crosses he provides. No doubt my starter in the left wing

RM- Maicon
Throughout the whole netherlands match, he's the only one who showed the urgency, the rest of the player were playing like they have another 45mins to play. Outstanding performance from the inter wingback

CM- Wesley Snieijder
Having won a treble with inter, looks like he's on his way to win the first ever world cup with netherlands. However, out of the 5 goals he scored 4 was totally fluke

AM- Mesut Ozil
OMG, would love to give this place to other players but he's the boy that impressed me the most this world cup. Not really a german but his participation in the tournament and the pride of wearing the white and black jersey, and he's still 21!! Now i start to think Ballack's injury was for a good cause......

CF- David Villa
Dont think i have to say anything.....

CF- Miroslav Klose
Refer to above

Subs:
GK- Vincent Enyeama
Who's messi? He made messi look ordinary, perhaps making the best save in this tournament

DF- Fabio Coentrao
I just find his name nice lol. But no, pretty impressive from this kid, i dont even know who he is but show his involvement in portugal's attack

DF- Jerome Boateng
Such a tall player for a full back, good in the air, agile, and his amazing crosses. A real bargain for man city

MF- Marek Hamsik
This guy has became a household name. His crosses, set pieces, and a constant threat to the defenders

MF- Keisuke Honda/ Landon Donovan
Tied in the 2nd last spot. Honda, with his amazing touches and deadly free kicks, he looks to have a bright future. Donovan, look what he did to the england defence, looking like clowns escaped from the circus, if'd be great new if everton could secure the deal for the iniesta lookalike

FW- Robert Vittek
Fucking hell, a great target man for his team, making italy defence how to play football

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anyway this is just MY team

and i'd like to talk abt a transfer story.

u see the player, i'd call it chicken, is highly sought after 2 clubs, kenturkey football club and pop-ur-eyes football club

and mr chicken is currently in his raw chicken farm club and the persuers are offering a good price for mr chicken.

however, mr chicken is indebted to it's club for nurturing it to a great footballer, however, the 2 other clubs can offer the same or probably much more

and there can be a few outcomes:
1) Mr Chicken remaining in his raw chicken club and disappoint the 2 other clubs
2) Mr Chicken joins either KFC or Pop-ur-eyes FC, and cause greater disappointment to raw chicken
3) etc

but taking the point of raw chicken, if they lose this player, it'd be a greater loss for them as they have this bond with this player. however they still hope the best for mr chicken

and in the shoes of KFC and pop-ur-eyes, if they do not get this player, they'd be disappointed, however it just stop here and they can look at other players with the same calibre

and from the point of mr chicken, it has the choice of choosing which club it wants, and everything is within it's control

there are alot of similar situations in life, the fear of loss, disappointment can be something to rejoice, when u think in the position of others

so, may the best team wins

hopes held high

with only 143 days left to my ord, worrying abt what i'm gonna do after that, working while studying perhaps?

anyway its really an irony anyone thinks that after ord there would be freedom. having 4 days of off and on the 4th day i'm not reporting to camp, i cant see that the same would happen in the near future. likely to be, ur 14 days of leave entitled would be used as a holiday, or for unforeseen events.

was thinking back abt the days in sec sch partly due to sat's gathering, where there were stupid things done. however that's not the point. a 3 years course that followed and few months of intensive physical training and character building to where i'm now, compared to the introverted shy quiet boy before, am i still a horse to bet on?

5 years ago, the horse on lane 13 with his jockey was definitely one to bet on, however, the horse didnt make the best out of its maturing phase and now, it seems to run its last race

on the verge of hitting the lowest point, the horse saw light, one which might have been the torchlight of the angels

no matter what the odds are, i doubt it'd be the last race for that horse, probably the first of many races, many difficult ones.

so i'll race, this crucial one, against time

2010

2010, so fast, 2 more years and its 2012 and we will probably have to get onto the ship and be saved...

this year was really really fast, comparing to the 20 odds ones i've already went through. nothing much this year and it really do feel like the end of 2008, and thought of doing the same no.1s of everything but so outdated

anyway i'll still try to pen it down

the no.1 list (drum roll)

moment of the year
have to be crossing the finish line of the 2.4km with the time on the clock showing a gold timing.. it's like a moment of usain bolt



artiste of the year
the BEP!! awesome album and with 3 no.1 hits, who can beat them? and a great performance during fashion rocks, check it out


band of the year
tough choice between arctic monkeys, wilco, kings of leon, phoenix, paramore, and girls.. maybe its a bias list of bands and the last 2 bands was last minute entry. i'd love to vote for phoenix if only their style varied for a tiny bit for their album, kings of leon for their 3 singles, 'use somebody', 'sex on fire' and 'revelry' and girls for their outstanding album, 'album'. so the award goes to paramore this year. decode the reason for my choice



album of the year
as mentioned it's 'album'


song of the year
came across this song while at gramophone and it was super soothing.. here goes


however it's pretty subjective but hope u've enjoyed the bit of my year