Wednesday, May 2, 2012

The saddest thing that could ever happen

Hello bitches!

Life have pretty much been the same for me. My life is like the sea, going up and down, sometimes calm, sometimes rough. U can see the white washes carassing the silhoutte of the beaches, beautifully moulding the curves, giving it a splendid view. Or the melancholoy of the dark water, flowing aimlessly in the horizon. Even the crazy badass waves, trying to engulf everything in the way lol.

This lead me to think of a chinese saying that goes, Ren Yi Shi Feng Ping Lang Jing, Tui Yi Bu Hai Kuo Tian Kong - "u can trade a bit of tolerance for peace and upon reflection do u see a broader view of the event" i dunno why, but it just come to my head like now

And damn, my Galaxy S had say goodbye~ already. It was an unfortunately event thus i rather not talk abt it but coming to the house will be its brother.

Damn my brain is not functioning well now i cant let the topics flow but hell i will put down whatever i can muster here.

Anyway i'm reading this novel called 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami now and how can i describe this? Its realling captivating, jumping between 2 characters each chapters, and their story starts to intertwine (AFAIK). And i'm thinking of a way to summarise this book in a few sentence or to say it in 5 mins for some reason xD

Anyway do u find it damn annoying when u are with ur fren, and its like u meet them in the train or wherever and u got loads to tell them, or to ask them abt what's going on and u dont really have that much time to catch up? Its like everyone have their own work, studies and stuff. No wonder they always say the older u get the lesser frens u have.

Damn and for myself the journey on the sea is still a long one, trying to navigate to get myself on the shore where i can live a 'normal' life. But there is no shortcut! I will have to complete my education before i can embark on the life that I should be living.

And that leads me to the topic for today which is the saddest thing that could happen in ur lifetime:-
I belive a lot of us had heard inspirational speeches, read motivational posters, phrases and shit but how many of us actually put it in use? I bet i'm one of the 99% who doesnt but that doesnt bother me too.

Having heard this dude talking abt dropping out of college, getting booted by the company he set up was the 'greatest thing that could ever happen in his life', i really thought that it was the greatest thing that could happen in his life.

Why? Think, abt urself, abt r dream job, girl, car, house, ur desire, the hottest se.... ok u got my point. Then think again what are the steps that u are taking to make it possible? What are some of things things u can do to make it even more achievable? Or one more thing are u even doing anything that can make u realise these things?

But if u dont know what u want, wouldnt it be damn sad? U are like a boat drifting in the mibble of the sea, ur ruddles have been torn off, u oars are weathered, u got no direction? and u are just living the life that life is pushing u to live. Damn sad

Having talked abt Mr Jobs, he certainly had some great things that happened in his life. But if it happen to Tom, Dick or Harry do u think they will say its the greatest thing in their lives? Nope, i would say for sure. What Mr Jobs have is the passion to live, the hunger for greater knowledge and the love for the gadgets.

23/04/12

cont-
i forgotten what i have written and freaking lazy to read through the whole text again. but sadly, what if u have something that u want to do, but due to fear u arent pursuing it? i'd say that it is the saddest thing that could ever happen to somebody. even if there are some things that are preventing u from achieving something that u are supposed to, out of fear, rejection, procrastination.... u know the answer

i believe everyone can be like steve, can be like bill, obama, mr lee just whether we can remove those things in between greatness and what we are now

heck i just wanna finish this note so:
If there are anything in life that you have an utmost passion, desire to make it happen, go for it with all your might, even if you've failed, you can tell yourself "well, at least I've tried", because when you get old, you reflect and it might turn out to be the saddest thing that have ever happened in your life....