the one deadly sin

that is the most deadly..

every weekends is bookout, the last one, the one now and the next one.. luck certainly isnt by my side recently with my com spoilt, hp spoilt, living room tv also.. now my room no tv, moved out, no entertainment.. then just now went back to sch swim, wanted to buy chips.. then the packet stucked.. wanted to buy another, but no more coins.. nvm just that i'm unlucky

this week spent swimming, going to beach road to shop for stuffs and celebrating cw's bday.. a long day for me, but alot of unfinished business

last weekend i went to play soccer with mates, and it was a wrong decision, i can play with them every now and then, but the time i can spend with liz is really limited. but who can turn back time?

quite disappointed with alot of things, especially myself, not holding my things properly, not making sensible decisions and not doing enough.. being tired is not a reason, rather an excuse to get urself out of alot of things.. side track abit - while i'm typing here right now, the dl speed of this substitute com is 3kb per sec.. ahahaha

i miss alot of things, my com, songs, my bookmarks and the one i miss most is

lol if i were to do it abit earlier, i guess it would have been so much better but i did it nonetheless.. the future seems so unclear, but however unclear i still have to go on

i'm a navy personnel, just like a clerk, but i will not just be a clerk.. until i'm not a clerk, then will be the day, where my freedom will be like a bird released from its cage..

there are just 7 sins, guess the most deadly one, for me it may be that but for others it may not.. so just keep guessing

and i'm off

the longer u live, the more commitment u have.. before army, i was basically spending every weekend with liz and earlier, i was rotting with my frens and even earlier, it was the same.. there was once i just spend every weekend playing basketball

now, weekend is so precious, i only have 2 days, sometimes just one.. now i have liz, army frens, sec school frens and family to spend with.. really quite tired after such hectic schedule waking up at 5 every morning and slping at 12 every night.. weekends should be resting right?

and blady hell my com just spoilt and it certainly dampens my mood. soccer with mates this morning and reach home at ard 5.30.. was supposed to meet liz but just to tired to, with the flu coming in, i just feel like slping at home but she seldom have the time to go out also, but its already so late.. if u were me, will u go?

if only bk out was 3 days and more then i would have time to meet up with everyone i want to, get the rest that i deserve and fucking bring my com to repair

but i've got something else to bring up.. talking with doing anything, then what's the point of even bringing it up lol..

2 years before i can go back to that kind of life, spending my weekends with liz, talking with my sis every night, soccer every fri and eating the delicious meals my mama make

and pls, dont let it be that the hard disk is spoilt

what a small world

that day, when i overheard weijie talking with wee kiat, i found out he was from the same course as kj... then fri night on the way home, i found out choon lai was also from the same course

then mouse was talking to me just now, he say he same platoon as nantha, dan and alec.. that makes mouse, jy, jc, dan, alec and nantha from the same platoon

there's more to come, i guess

lol training has been usual, still quite relac but i doubt this will last long, coz the bmt guys are coming in already.. hai if i go tekong good sia, 2 more days then pop, can break for 2 weeks

so many things happen during my stay in army, especially the end of the transfer window.. berba to man u, swp and robinho to man city.. even my fm dont have this kind of transfer -.-