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生日快乐

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a nice song by razorlight.. ya who needs love?

lol think i've not been my usual self for the past 2 days, but i'm enjoying the way right now.. nvm abt that

wah just now the show on channel u makes me wanna eat the lor mee from north canteen.. thurs go eat liao.. like damn nice.. and today ate the jap food from koufu but i called the prawn tamago instead of the chicken one.. damn, next time go eat the other one.. ytd went to s11 to eat the western and i gotta say, the tata sauce is damn nice la and the fish and chips is wooohoooo.. great comination but like abit 腻

this weekend already thought of going somewhere, and think its gonna be eating again

happy also like that, sad also like that.. life - anyhow la, think too much also no use, nv think also cannot. rest is needed by everyone but abit lesser wont hurt? cny coming already but still the same every year.

few more years to the big day, few more months to a sudden change in lifestyle, few more weeks to the end of poly, a few more days to feb, few more hours before i wake up

dunno what i am writing like write for fun nia



nice song by damien rice but abit soft

what special ability would u like to have? i wish i could __a_ _i__s

clown

wah today had a great day.. went out with alec, danielle, ed, geraldine, heather and wil to ps for movie.. da bao bk and smuggled it into the cinema and omg.. 3 set meals makes a bag look big.. ahaha watched the mist and i gotta say the movie is not bad.. though the story sucks like how the mist comes from and the ending is disappointing.. but the emotions and the situational build up was good.. and if the director makes a romance movie, its gonna be a hit.. 3 out of 5 stars in my opinion.. anyway the preachy woman really drives me mad, a shot in her head is what makes this film.. but come to think about it, just one shot is too easy for her, maybe slash her up a few times and spray ethanol on her and finally add some salt, that's good enough =)

then went to yew tee to find my peeps at the coffee shop.. then got the condom joke.. wahahaha if it is really like this, there would be an increase in the world population

anyway regarding the 7 weeks one.. 7 weeks to make me realise something while it took me a moment to know that i am wrong.. great.. ahaha

i'm gonna be like allen walker

3 mins and u are up

wah sian.. proj not going too well plus the growth of the cells just not within our control.. if i can stay in school for the whole day it would help abit but the cells wont just grow to 100% confluency overnight zzzz



7 weeks gone.. anyway wanted to use imeem one but only can play 30 secs.. it took me 7 week to ____ __, ____ __ ____, lol fill in the blanks (not related to this song) but this is a nice song anyway, the length is only 3 mins plus and after that is just nothing..

supersonic

zubat used supersonic...

bc is confused.. *stars appearing*, bc attack itself in its confusion

ahha.. damn it.. why i suddenly remember pokemon.. lol nvm ytd slept like nobody's business. reached home at around 6.30 then eat, on com then went to the living room at 7.30.. then i was going to on the tv.. then i thought 'aiya lie down first la now no show to watch..' that's it.. i woke up at 9.30 then i went back to my room.. then sleep again then wake up at 11.30 then i wanted to bathe first (omfg.. u mean u havent bathe?) lol but i was too tired.. so i went to the toilet, didnt even brush my teeth, just pee and used the mouth wash then went to sleep again.. until this morning

anyway if u were given a choice to choose someone who likes u, not really nice but nice to u, and can make u laugh all the time or someone who also likes u, nice to everybody but is a block of wood? guess this is easy?

but if u can choose between someone who u like but dont like u and someone u dont like but likes u.. who would u choose?

looking forward to this weekend

talking abt pokemon, i still remember that the freaking retarded thing when prof oak told u' this is my grandson, he has been ur rival since u were young... WHAT IS HIS NAME AGAIN?' omg wtf? lol fucking senile grandfather that cant even remember his own grandson's name and can be a prof?

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tottenham thrashed arsenal 5-1.. song sia lol.. i was shocked when i see the results at first but anyway im happy.. and willy just called me and he told me he kenna hendon camp... commando.. gg for him liao



nice song by wilco and the nels cline is really good

where would we be now

where would u be now if ur parents decided to use rubber 20 years ago? where would i be now if my dad made a different decision 20 years ago? how would it be now if i make a decision instead of replying anything 5 years ago? and lastly what would happen to us now if i fall for ur trick?



a very nice song which gave me idea to what i'm writting here today

time is not on our side and we have to deal with it.. i really need my mcf-7 to grow if not i'm gonna be dead.. hopefully i can get 2 flasks by next week

long time no see

a very happy bday to weitiong

thought i doubt he will read this lol.. today went to celebrate his bday at limbang park with alot of my classmates and unfamiliar faces. really long time nv see him liaoz.. and looking at him makes me remember alot of things that happened in the past.. i sat beside him for 2 years (think sec 2 and 4) and he is really a nice guy

he going in army on feb 4 -.- that's fast sia.. like no holiday straight go in.. hope everything goes well for him

明天再说

went to have dinner with yk kj and willy ytd.. lol yl was was late.. reached at ard 9 plus when we were supposed to meet at 7.15.. then in the end we went to wk's house and played ps3.. long time nv see most of them and it's nice to meet up once in a while

quite unlucky actually.. coz when i reach cck on the lrt, got technical faults and i missed the last train home

received a letter from sembawang naval base for assessment.. kenna diver but dunno will get in anot.. hope not coz heard that its more xiong then commando.. must get gold for ippt if not stay back for weekends.. but it should be fun la if i spend 2 years chionging.. no use brain just chiong wooo

decisions are hard to make in life.. often u think too much abt the outcome, the external factors, u will be afraid to make a decision.. so are u ready to make a decision? for me i will just go with the flow and see how tml la

如果我是john， 我要你做我的mary

sian today too early knock off.. i mean nothing to do in school. so come home first and wait until 5 plus then go out.. then on the way home, i saw the adverts on the mrt screen.. life, the way u want it.. something like that.. its the carrefour tagline.. hmm then i was flipping the coin to decide on something.. my motto- life is like a gamble.. but after seeing the advert, i realise something, everytime i flip the coin, i will wish it would be the way i want. might as well dont flip it right.. now i feel that i am in control of my life, live it the way i want.. and if i flip the coin and it comes out the way i want, i would use the coin as an excuse to tell myself that oh damn i wanted to do it but 老天 dont want me to.. stupid

the title if u want to know, just read it, remember it and decipher it.. but if u understand it, its just it

13 things only?

there are still tonnes of stuffs for me to do, not just 13.. but why is it 13... because i like the number?

wah didnt realise the fyp deadline so soon unitl wil told me abt that.. still left one month and still havent started the exp yet.. hopefully next week can start so can get the result asap

lost
something u've lost. u've lost something. a painful event last year makes me realise something.. when u lose something, u will see how important that thing is to u. so treasure everything before they are gone.

equivalent trade?

$3- price to pay for a plate of chicken rice

freedom- price to pay for the 2 years of ns

sink, sink into the depths of low self-esteem

emotions

sometimes when u dont want to think abt something.. but u just cant get it out of ur head

does emotions converts to stress? why people have emotions.. though it is what makes the world goes round.. the key to replication.. guess removing it means people walking around with the same face with back slouched and there's only night all day

a 'down' aura that a person emit that affect the people ard.. that's the power of emotions.. sometimes when a person say something that just hit the bullseye, u get all flared up.. this is emotion too. when a person dear to u dies, u get sad.. that's another crime of emotion.. haiz emo, emo, emo

but at the same time when u get something u want, a call from someone u love, or ur favourite team won the game over their bitter rivals.. u feel happy.. something that cancel the demerit points of emotions anyway crow in chinese is 乌鸦

nice part 2

ok damn.. just finished the series.. that female character is too much of a fairy tale.. nvm i dont understand why even though it was a happy ending.. they make the last epi damn sad.. i cried for like 10 mins zzz.. when they was counting down the thread coz they can only hit 1000 posts.. now i give it 10 out of 10 even if the lead isnt my gf
hints? dunno maybe. like exam tips but not as usual
ahhh damn emo.. nvm today in school broke the media, filtered and used it again.. dunno la dammit.. a sleep needed to clear my mind.. completely.. i dont want to think of anything :)

nice

the main purpose of todays entry is densha otoko.. a very nice show abt a guy who is a loser, a computer freak and a geek. then it was new year and his resolution was to fall in love.. on his way home after the countdown, he met a beauty on the train.. i must say the female lead is damn pretty la.. then got a drunk man come and harass her.. densha plucked up his courage and told that drunkard to stop and this was the moment that changes his life..

the story revolves ard this guy asking for help on a forum for single men and how does their support push him to fulfill his greatest wish.. a very down to earth drama which adds in idiotic expressions, lame movements and an angel from heaven which makes it a good show.. very highly recommended.. the female lead makes u wanna fall in love again i must say.. and for ladies i think u might find the male lead quite cute coz his actions is really funny to me

i give it 9 out of 10 stars [one star less coz the female lead not my gf =( ]

this drama reminds me of an event from the past and a phrase that goes "你不觉得他对你很好meh?" support from a fren to another fren which leads to him to do something he wanna do

老天你在玩我吗？

woah

been a long time since i blogged.. so im gonna do it right now..

christmas last year was spent meaningfully at chc and bethany.. although chc wasnt that fun but at least it was somethign different from the Christmas i spent for the past few years.. went to bethany and it was very fun coz there was a lot of 互动.. the host was really good.. haha cant remember much coz its been too long liao.. then christmas eve went to eat the what sushi with elizabeth.. then played the 'guess the odd/ even number ' and i lost.. i will remember the number 64.. zz

then countdown christmas with cw, qf and man on the way from mac to home.. then they come my house and qf played cs all the way until ard 2.. rot whole day at home during christmas

then went to newton circus for dinner last sun and it was real fun.. the food was good and the price was good too.. went to pbj for window shopping.. there was a interactive game thing over there and we were fascinated by that

swim in school with alec, ed, daniel, huiling and jiawen in school and omg.. guess who we saw.. ahaaa donny with her husband, daughter and son.. her daughter was like a clone of her but her son was really cute.. then went to qz's house to countdown 2008 and celebrate xz and gil's bday which falls on last day of the year and first day of the year respectively.. but gil cant make it coz he was on duty until quite late =( but nonetheless

happy belated bday to xz and gilbert weeeee

a risky countdown to 2008 with laoda chionging the border of asia.. lol we were just playing risk and it was real fun.. then played rubik's for almos the whole night.. cs and nba live.. ahaa and still got 'say it with didier' on 99.9 FM, the station for lol(s), klol and all loser(s) out there..

and back to my fyp and dr mao is finally back.. can start work and go home late.. but today got the ntu talk and i think it was demoralising.. but nvm la the ship reach the bridge front will naturally become straight