Monday, January 14, 2013

What's on ur mind and what abt mine?


Last year, which was like 2 weeks ago, i was thinking of a new year's resolution for myself. But then i thought again, how many have i actually achieved over my living years and i did my math, it was like < 10% of what i envisioned myself doing. Pretty decent percentage eh?

And then i was thinking, what abt u? What abt my acquaintance, my colleagues, my i know u but u dont know me or vice versa people, my frens, had in mind for the new year. But then again i bet with myself a bet that not winning would be as likely as a whale hatching from an egg, that more or less u people out there would not achieve what u have set for urself this year! So for god knows why, are u making a new year's resolution for the sake of making one lol. But be glad u werent alone :D *group hug*

Irony the case here, is parallel to the irony of life. Say me for example, i know that my character has alot of defiencies, i am soft, accepting, no guts, small balled, and very chin chai type. But then being in an accounting field, we cannot be wishy washy, for it is the stakeholder's interest that ee have to care abt!

But then again, i value relationships above other things so sometimes even if we know that things are suppose to be done the this way, we still try to compromise. And when people needs help, u feel the duty of helping as they are ur frens.

My colleagues ever said to me that i have no boundaries, i dont have any classification of frens who i am willing to go all out to help, but as long as they are my fren, i feel obliged to help.

So the irony of my life here is that is it good or is it bad to value ur feelings, ur relationships above other material gains? Sometimes i ask myself if i should continue with my career but then again its not compatible with my personality to be someone sitting up there, being firm and assertive to make decisions and giving out instructions, making sure things are done in the right way. No, i'm not a dictator but rather a follower, a 'blend-in' character.

If u let me choose a role in ur life, i'd wanna be the nice guy who've seem to helped u before but leaving no impression. Its like the guy with unrequitted love in chic flicks.

Well, done for the night. That was in my mind and what abt the u with so many resolutions for 2013?hat abt mine?

Last year, which was like 2 weeks ago, i was thinking of a new year's resolution for myself. But then i thought again, how many have i actually achieved over my living years and i did my math, it was like < 10% of what i envisioned myself doing. Pretty decent percentage eh?

And then i was thinking, what abt u? What abt my acquaintance, my colleagues, my i know u but u dont know me or vice versa people, my frens, had in mind for the new year. But then again i bet with myself a bet that not winning would be as likely as a whale hatching from an egg, that more or less u people out there would not achieve what u have set for urself this year! So for god knows why, are u making a new year's resolution for the sake of making one lol. But be glad u werent alone :D *group hug*

Irony the case here, is parallel to the irony of life. Say me for example, i know that my character has alot of defiencies, i am soft, accepting, no guts, small balled, and very chin chai type. But then being in an accounting field, we cannot be wishy washy, for it is the stakeholder's interest that ee have to care abt!

But then again, i value relationships above other things so sometimes even if we know that things are suppose to be done the this way, we still try to compromise. And when people needs help, u feel the duty of helping as they are ur frens.

My colleagues ever said to me that i have no boundaries, i dont have any classification of frens who i am willing to go all out to help, but as long as they are my fren, i feel obliged to help.

So the irony of my life here is that is it good or is it bad to value ur feelings, ur relationships above other material gains? Sometimes i ask myself if i should continue with my career but then again its not compatible with my personality to be someone sitting up there, being firm and assertive to make decisions and giving out instructions, making sure things are done in the right way. No, i'm not a dictator but rather a follower, a 'blend-in' character.

If u let me choose a role in ur life, i'd wanna be the nice guy who've seem to helped u before but leaving no impression. Its like the guy with unrequitted love in chic flicks.

Well, done for the night. That was in my mind and what abt the u with so many resolutions for 2013?

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