Friday, December 14, 2012

Everybody's changing and i.....

Hellllooo bitches! And wed was an awesome day and i can easily say its one of the better day of the year. And its already nearing the end of the year with so many things happened and gone. Some still remain and some have already been forgotten.

But do u still remb at the same time last year u set goals for urself? U set ur new year's resolution thinking imma do th

is, imma do that. But let me ask u a question? - Did u? Funny isnt it? Then let us go back a little further back to the old days where u told ur parents and ur gf u will nv ever smoke, drink or gamble, and what now?

I'm not talking abt broken promises or whatsoever coz promises are always broken. But think abt it, are u still the same as the person u are one year earlier? Are u better now or u could have been better if u remained the same?

Think of this guy, he was very humble. He got good grades, did law and then came this opportunity for him to join the parliament. Then came a lady who was mesmerised by his charm and tried to seduce him. However he was always faithful to his wife but due to the constant exposure, he gave in to desire. (I'm not saying mr palmer is a nice guy but it just happened recently, so in this context i think its appropriate)

And let's say for this kid. He was a hooligan, he join gang, take drugs but when his mother died, he was full of grief that he swore to his mom's grave that he'd turn over a new leaf. Look at him now he's the director for a non-profit organisation helping teenagers with behavioural problems.

And let's take a look at urself. U are pure, innocent and like a piece of paper. They more things u see, the more strokes are drawn on ur paper. The more people u interact with, the more colours are painted on u. And depending on the people u meet and the events that happen, u change.

So let's take a look at ur painting. Did it turn out to be the one u expect it to be? Or was it influenced by how other painting looks or how it should look to the audience? Why should we be the painting that makes people feel desirable? Why do we be the painting that looks safe and blend well with the others. Kinda sad right but in this time and day, we are often like that

And in the event of putting the strokes and the final brushes on ur painting, ask urself this question, "have i lost myself in the journey?"

Bad flow but heck

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